A/N: Episode 2x18 The Last Dance (I think). Anyway else cried like their pet dog of 20 years passed away when they saw Bonnie die? I SURE THE HELLK DID! I was so pissed that the did that and I was even more pissed when she came alive again. Well I was happy, but I was mad they did that to me!

I cried like Bonnie was my only sister that takes care of me since the beginning. And then when Damon said that Elena will always be his or some other crap like that, I was mad. But aside from that I think he cares for Bon Bon a little more than he used to. OMG WHO FREAKED OUT WHEN THEY DANCED TOGETHER! OK let me get to the story.

Not For My Own Good

We agreed not to tell anyone about the rest of the plan. How I was going to kill Klaus, but kill myself in the process.

One, they wouldn't approve. Two, I was ready. I was strong enough.

Damon seemed like the bastard. The evil one that is 'pushing' me into killing Klaus.

Elena, Jeremy, and Stefan don't like the idea. Elena especially, says she cant let me do this. Kill myself for her.

The dance goes as planned. Calm, and happy. I dance with Jeremy to reassure him, that I'll be ok. Damon comes in. He dances with me

We talk about the conversation, I had with Jeremy. About me possibly not surviving. My heart aches when I ask him if he cares. And he does that eye thing that makes me smirk. And I let him hold me some more.

Suddenly, the night is almost up. Some how Elena and I got into encountering Klaus. But it wasn't him. It was Alaric, he was possessing his body.

The way Damon tells Elena to go find Stefan is a little scary. Then he tells me that I can take on Klaus. But what's the point if he's in Alaric's body? He'll just possess someone else.

But I listen and I cage myself and Klaus in the cafeteria. The most dramatic expressions I'd seen all night was on Stefan and Elena faces, as they tried to break open the doors somehow.

I turned around to cast one last spell, and it was all I could muster until my whole system breaks down.

The feeling I got when my eyes fluttered open to see Jeremy was normal. I was expecting him. Not Klaus, Stefan, nor Damon.

I'd have to apologize to Elena. For not telling her everything we were up too. Just so it could be realistic enough.

And even after everything Klaus got away. And I think of Damon, how he'll be alone in his bed tonight. And I'll be lying on the cold grounds of the cave.

And me thinking about him brightens me enough to answer some of Jeremy's questions.

I tell him how worried I am about Elena be mad at me for the stunt I pulled.

But then he turns around the laptop and Elena's right there. We sob together, and she says its ok. I did it for her. And we blush on everything like normal.

When Jeremy leaves, I feel another presence. I pretend to still be asleep, hoping that would solve the problem. I took a silent deep breath so I could stop breathing for a while.

And when I notice it's only Damon, the air come out slowly.

He tells me I did great, while I'm 'asleep'. How I pulled it off so well. And then a side of him come out that I've never heard.

He tells me how the still image of my lying there on the ground will stick to him. He just had to make sure I was breathing. Just a second to make sure. And then his lips are pressed to mine, and I slowly opened my eyes.

I looked up at the spot Damon must of occupied mere seconds ago, and touch my lips.

Okay that's it I'm done! REVIEW? *Puppy dog eyes*

P.s- if it sucks it's because I never really used this formatting and I'm not used to it. I found it difficult to get what I wanted to out.