When I heard the news I was distraught.
Bobby, Amara and I had just arrived home from school when Professor Xavier called us into his office.
After he explained everything that happened Amara and I both began crying into Bobby as he struggled to fight back his own tears.
The three of us left the room, Amara and I still crying.
We passed Kitty and she came over to comfort us but we just walked past and Bobby told her "These guys are really upset about this Kitty, I suggest you and everyone else just leaves us alone"
The three of us all walked up to mine and Bobbys room and we all just sat down on Bobbys bed and Bobby tried to comfort Amara and Me as we still cryed.
The only person that Amara and I will talk to, other than the Professor, is Bobby and the three of us can still never get over losing you.
You're the girl I loved and our best friend, how could we not get over losing you?
Amara asked the Professor if she could move in with Bobby and me, dispite being a girl, because she didn't want to have a room alone in case the same thing happened to her.
The Professor was a little unsure but said yes anyway because Amara was desperate and needed to be with us to feel safe and I felt the same.
It's tough at school most of all because the "normal people" of Bayville High don't care if a mutant dies.
Once, I walked past Duncan Matthews in the hall on the way to my next class and he shouted at Bobby, Amara, Kurt and me "Now that your bitch of a dog is gone, thats one less mutie for humanity to worry about!" My body began to shake with anger after hearing what that bastard said about you. I made two clones of myself, got them to pin Duncan against the wall. I ran up to him and just as I was about to deliver a punch to his jaw, I felt a particularly chilly hand grab my shoulder. As Kurt and Amara pulled my clones off Duncan, Bobby held me back and told me "this won't bring her back Jamie, you know that."
I absorbed my clones back into my body and we continued on our way to class.
I can still remember exactly how you were the last time I saw you. You were so beautiful, so kind, so funny and my best friend.
Those damned Sentinels will pay with their lives for what they did to you...
The last time I saw you, you asked me to go with you and Jubilee to see a movie but I said no.
If only I said yes. This is all my fault.
I still try to get over losing you but I just can't, I really can't. But I need to stop being like this for Bobby and Amara. And I need to stop being so sad and so angry for you.
I promise you that I will never do anything like slash my wrists or try to kill myself because I know that you would never have wanted for that to happen and you would want me to be there for Bobby and Amara.
But I can't because even though there can be a million of me I'll still feel alone without you...Rahne.