Me: Wahoooo here it is Regretful Scars I'm excited about it rated for blood and...broken hearts and angst

Bleachfan93: Mwahahahahahahahahahaha go evil - evil smirk-

Me: i'm not even finished writing it XD so anything can happen so please review if you like the first chapter!!

P.S. I don't know why but each chapter will be the name of a song because I thought it would be cool so read...NOW!!

Chapter 1 Savin Me

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Goosebumps chilled through her body right down to the bone. She felt lightheaded and tired trying to keep her eyes open, she was terrified to die she didn't want to, in her mind she kept screaming his name in her head hoping he would hear her but he didn't. Her body was yanked side to side like a current was pushing her, holding tight. she didn't fight back, there was no point it had already beat her. There was a sudden break through the ice water, though her body limped, someone was holding her they laid her down, she tried to breathe but there was no air she thought she was saved, even though her mind was saying, 'Your dead, it's just a dream. keep dreaming it's what's making him stay.' Her ears were full of water aching, though she could still hear a faint screaming. Someone pushed down on her stomach, forcing her to cough out the water from her mouth. She finally gasped for air, coughing the voice in her mind fading, she was out of the water. The voice shouted again, more familiar and clearer from the first time.

"Jess!! Jess please open your eyes, don't die on me!" The person begged. Jess eyes still stung from the salty sea but she obeyed, seeing her gaurdian angel. Chiro was holding her also soaked, giving a small smile knowing she was alive. It disapeared as soon as she gagged out more water.

"Is h-he 'cough' gone?" She asked trying to lift up her head to look around. They were under the bridge where Shoogazoom started. The water kept lapping the rocks, splashing bits of water on them.

"...Yeah, he's gone. Don't you ever do that again, I thought I lost you!" He whispered holding her close. The team was flying down towards the two. She was freezing, lungs threatening to give out, but most of all she was tired. But she didn't want to sleep, she wanted to stay up with Chiro.

"Chiro, I'm...s...sorry." She chocked, her eyelids starting to fall. He kissed her forehead and sighed.

"Don't be sorry, at least your still alive." He said relieved. Jess was too exhausted, she fell asleep in his arms just as the team came down. They all gave a sigh of relief seeing she was okay.

"She should be in med-bay i highly doubt that she got all of the water out of her lungs." Gibson warned. Chiro nodded and picked her up. Antauri could see the fear and hatred in Chiros eyes.

"I'll fix her arm and leg!" Otto piped trying to be reasuring, everyone just ignored it, Otto sighed continuing to walk toward the city.

"He's gone?" Sparx asked as Chiro looked down at her then the team.

"Yeah, but we almost lost her too." Chiro stated closing his eyes.

Jess was restting in med bay still out cold. Everyone else was in bed except for Chiro. He was sitting in a chair holding Jess hand, trying not to fall asleep. One more memory and he was gonna scream, one side told him to tell Jess and the other side was Cerinas warning. But Chiro couldn't give up there had to be another way for Jess to remember, it wasn't fair. He was locked up in Cerina's game of chess when he made one move she backfired it and there was only one more move she'd have to make to win. Though, Chiro finally fell asleep not actually haveing one of those 'normal' dreams.

He was in a black endless room, all alone. The walls started to drip blood, and there was a long cry. Like a little girl crying. Chiro walked down searching, for someone, not the girl but someone else. There was nothing, it was like he was in a black whole.

"Cerina!?" Cerina, I need to talk to you now." Chiro ordered. At first it was silent but slowly she appeared.

"Why should I listen to you? My daughter was nearly killed." Cerina started. Chiro shivered at the thought. "I don't know if I should thank you for saving her." She sneered glaring at him. Chiro clenched his fist and sighed.

"I need Jess memory back." He sighed keeping his cool. SHe turned her back facing him and walked away a few feet laughing.

"Chiro for her to have her mrmory back, she'll have to give up something. I'm dead and I still remember the experiments he did on those monkies, how I would always worry about him testing her. He took all of the goodness in that little girls body and consumed it with hate. Eventually Chiro she'll stab you in the back, and kill you. Skeleton King is apart of her, what do you think will happen when she gets her memory back and he remmebers all the experiments he did. Do you honestly want her to have her memory and suffer from her past? From his mistakes!?" She asked turning back folding her arms. They were silent for a few minutes.

"You said Jess memory was stolen." Chiro said looking down at the ground. She didn't answer, he looked back up at her guilty face. "You stole her memory, now tell me how I can get it back." Chiro gritted through his teet. Cerina gave a dark chuckle smirking at him.

"Well, theres only one way for Jess to get her memory back." She sighed. Chiro waited as she began to fade away. "She must give up her own body." Cerina sighed disapearing. His heart sank, leaving a lump in his throat. It started getting harder to breathe. She could only remember if she became all robotic, metal heart, iron working lungs. Jess could barely stand having a robotic leg and arm. Chiro wouldn't let her give up her body, never would he let her do it. There had to be another way right?

Checkmate

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Me: okay do you really think I would kill my character do you?

Jess: yeah but I got close and really small chapter

Me: ugh well then, and the song like if you listened to it while reading the chapter it goes well, I think

Bleachfan93: Just review too see how the first 'cough' small chapter was the next will be longer.