You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are grey. You'll never know dear, how much I love you, please don't take my sunshine away
Johnny Cash- My Only Sunshine
It took Cass a while to find dean since he wasn't an angel anymore and couldn't call his cell…he went up to him, standing ashamed of what was happening "Dean…I…I've failed you….again…"
Dean could see how hurt Cass looked as his brethren fell from the clouds
"It's not your fault Cass-…"
He looked at him, his eyes full of frustration, hurt and betrayal burned in his eyes
"But it is, Dean! Every time you gave me a choice, every time, it was the wrong one! Even when I thought it was the right one to make" he yelled as he started to break down
"And now, my brothers and sisters are falling from heaven…all because I invested my trust in metatron when I should have put it in you…." His tears beginning to fall, his expression changing from frustration to hurt "Why…why do I keep on making the same mistakes….why is it when I finally get trust back from the people I care about, I screw it up in the worst way possible!"
Dean saw his tears as they fell "Because…you're an angel….well…human now….and humans make mistakes, even when it hurts someone, they will always forgive because they love them for who they are, not for what they did wrong" He pulled Cass close and rested his head on his shoulders, hugging him tightly as Cass's tears fell freely down his face, he clenched Dean's leather jacket tightly, his head up in sorrow
"I will never leave you…I will always be by your side…even when no one else will forgive you for what has happened, we'll get through this together"
-End