A/N: This is a poem I wrote on my friends account, that I shared with her. I told her to delete my stuff so I could add it to my own account without causing trouble.

Summary: This was a poem my cousin wrote after the episode when Buffy told Angel that she didn't need him to where the amulet, because Spike would wear it instead...was one of the last episodes from the last season of 'BTVS'.

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters from BTVS or ANGEL.

ANGEL'S THOUGHTS

Watching Her

I stood at your window,

watching you,

longing for you.

I miss feeling your warmth,

yeah after all this time,

I still feel it till this day.

You never knew how much I loved you,

I never thought I'll be gone for so long.

I couldn't carry on,

You did though.

I'm not surprised,

your beautiful,

Why him though?

Didn't you once try to slay him?

I don't get it.

I close my eyes,

and see you.

Holding him,

not me.

I never will stop loving you,

I knew you,

Everything about you.

Do you tell him of all your dreams?

What does he say?

Does he say,

or do anything?

I saw you sleeping with him,

He held you the way I did once,

The good day's,

The nothing else mattered day's.

You said you dream of having a family,

So why are you with him, with Spike,

Who like me can't fulfill your dreams?

I guess I have to say good bye,

Good bye.

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