Sleep... A Gaara Song fic
Summary: A song fic about Gaara feelings after his fight with Naruto. With song sleep by my Chemical Romance.
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or Sleep by My Chemical Romance.
Gaara looked at the sun setting in the distance, over the sand that surrounded the hidden village of Suna. Most children would be at home with their parents by now.
"... Like last night,
They are not like tremors,
They are worse than tremors,
they are these terrors .
And it's like,
it feels like someone was
was gripping my throat and squeezing and..."
But, Gaara had no parents no friends no instead he had two siblings... Siblings who were afraid of him and hated him. Not that he could blame them he was a monster not worthy of life.
Some say,
now suffer all the children,
and walk away a savior,
or a mad man and polluted
from gutter institutions.
Don't you breath for me,
undeserving of your sympathy,
cause there ain't no way that I'm sorry for
for what I did.
He had killed many to find a meaning for his life. Many crimson tears were shed and mixed and mingled with his endless sand feeding his desire. He felt nothing until that day...
And through it all,
how could you cry for me?
Cause I don't feel bad about it.
So shut your eyes,
and kiss me goodbye,
and sleep
just sleep.
When he lost to that Naruto Uzamaki, he felt something different that day. He was going to change his ways he was going to. He needed to change his ways no matter what. He was going to give up on his dream of killing all living beings.
The hardest part is letting go of your dreams.
He watched as a small boy was carried home by his mother, if only his mother had been that caring. Her last wishes were that he'd punish all those in Suna. He often heard her voice speak though the sand, telling him to kill and let it soak up the blood. But never again would he let that happen.
A drink for the horror that I'm in,
for the good guys, and the bad guys,
for the monsters that I've been.
Three cheers for tyranny,
unapologetic apathy,
cause there ain't no way that I'm coming back again.
Never again would he kill for fun, he'd show more respect for his siblings. And slowly make it up to them for all the things he'd done to them or trouble he'd caused them. Temari and Kankuro his only family left not that he cared for his father...
And through it all,
how could you cry for me?
Cause I don't feel bad about it.
So shut your eyes,
and kiss me goodbye,
And sleep.
Just sleep.
Gaara felt his tattoo on his fore head Ai love something he thought he never had. Yashamaru's has wrong he was a wolf in sheep's clothing. Gaara thought about how he died suicide a final attempt at his life. Every since then he couldn't stand fire works.
The hardest part's the awful things I've seen.
Because of the way that Yashamaru had scarred him he turned out to be so cruel. But then again his own father had turned him into container for the one-tail. So it hasn't his fault that he had messed up so bad. Well at least it wasn't entirely his fault.
"...Sometimes I see flames, and
sometimes I see people that I love dieing and... It's always..."
Gaara had thought long and hard about Naruto and the way he had protected his friends and how he could of got so strong and all he came up with was love... The love that Naruto had for his fiends and made him stronger. It was almost morning now but Gaara didn't care he never slept...
Just sleep.
Just sleep.
Just sleep.
Just sleep.
Just sleep.
Just sleep.
All because of the one-tail his life was horrible. Gaara had never had a dream that was happy any dream that he did have was horrible and full of hate.
Wake up!
Gaara turned his attention to the rising sun a new dawn. A new dawn for his new life a life were maybe he could be happy...
"And I can't... ever wake up."