Disclaimer for all: All Loveless characters belong to Yun Kouga.
Sunday, December 15th
Soubi was acting strange today, he didn't say anything at all. He just sat by my bed all morning while I was finishing my homework. I don't understand why he was acting so strange, he didn't answer me when I asked either. I want him to talk to me though, I can't be close to him if he doesn't. He doesn't answer his phone, I want to go outside, but it's 3 AM and it's snowing. I know it sounds bad to make up an excuse to not see him, but I really don't know what to say.
Monday, December 16th
He didn't say anything when I got out of school, I almost passed him by the gate. Yuiko even tried to talk to him, he only stared and seemed oblivious to the question. I want to know what's wrong. He needs to let me know. I considered ordering him to tell me what's wrong, but when I did, he only frowned, kissed my cheek, and turned to go home. I think I just made the situation worse.
Tuesday, December 17th
Soubi didn't pick me up today, but when I was at the computer he knocked at my window. He collapsed at my knees and curled into my lap, he whispered something but all I could guess that he said was "don't leave me". I'm currently writing this while his head's rested on my lap in bed. He seems peaceful though it took me a long time to calm him down, telling him that I wouldn't leave him. I wish he would cry, just to show how he truly feels, but this feels just as good. He's warm and he needs me, because he's my Soubi. Only mine and I won't let him go.