Disclaimer: characters and places are from JKR, plot and lyrics are mine.
A/N: I wrote this because It's how I feel... couldn't write anything happy, feeling this way so it turned out quite angsty.
Remus was watching Sirius. It would probably be the last time he could watch him this way.
Sleepy eyes met his own.
Tomorrow they would be on the Hogwarts express to leave the school and never come back, or at least not as the 4 marauders and especially not as lovers.
He didn't want to think of that, but he couldn't help. They could have so much more time together… If they'd only dared to tell the other about their feelings. But neither Remus nor Sirius had dared to. So they had spent years, fancying the other, loving him, but not being able to tell him.
A year had passed since Sirius had told Remus about it, and that year had passed much too fast. Pushing this thoughts away, Remus leant over to Sirius, and kissed him tenderly.
It would be the last night but it would be theirs.
I wrote some lyrics and I thought it would fit well here, so here they are:
How we shared such a good time
But we knew you won't be mine
For ever
Just a little longer
Just a little more
If just a little longer
I wouldn't feel so sore.
We did not have much time
So now I say: goodbye.
We didn't have longer
We didn't have more
So now I am trying
Not to feel so sore