I never ever thought, I'd get tricked so easily. Helena Riles played with my heart to gain intel for hydra. It wasn't her fault, they threatened to disturb her brothers grave. She had promised to her parents, she'd make sure nobody ever hurt him again. Of course they didn't believe her, thinking she murdered her own brother because she was jealous he got the most attention from their parents. I trusted her and she betrayed me. But I forgave her, now she's dead and I'm never going to be able to tell her that and how much I loved her. It was the biggest mistake I've ever made, I should of went after her...but I didn't. I was a wanted man. I put my needs before others. Now she's dead, she went down with one of the project insights helicarriers.
Hydra took my life away, and threaten the one I loved mostly and whom I could never see again. I had to agree to work for them. But now they will pay for ruining my future with a man willing to protect me and marry me. To start a family and now it's all gone. The venom is spreading and it can not be stopped. (The Viper)
I can't move on, it's been almost a year since I lost Helena. A family has lost both of their children to the hands of Hydra. Some still walk the streets, and they won't be that way for much longer. I will dedicate my life to ending Hydra for good. My life hasn't been the same, every time I go on a mission...I just can stop thinking about her. I just want to end the pain, but the people of my country need me still. I must keep fighting and being the hero I was meant to be, it's what she'd want for me. The pain her parents are feelings I can not imagine. I want to visit them but I can her in her mothers eyes. Two of the closest people to me have been taken away from me by hydra. And they aren't going to get away with it either, as long as I'm alive. Prepare Hydra to face to rage.
Time goes by, more and more of us. We grow in numbers. The revolution is coming, Hydra will be no more once we take them now. The venom is spreading and it cannot be stopped. (Viper)
Never did I think, I had been lied to the whole time. All these years, my best friend thought I was dead. But I wasn't and even I did not know. I had been brainwashed many times before. I can live like this anymore; with Hydra off my shoulder…I must become myself again. Now that I have my arm back, I can be Bucky Barnes again. A soldier from the 1940s, best friend to Captain Steve Rogers. If only I can get him to trust me. What if the world isn't ready for me, what if they don't want Bucky Barnes anymore? Hydra still survives, but weakened. And they will not stay that way, soon there will be none of them left. Whether Steve agrees to help me or not, I will take Hydra done and end them for good. They ruined my life and the best friendship I ever had. The friendship I had since we were both kids. We were inseparable on both schoolyard and battlefield. I want it to be that way again, but I need to regain his trust. I need to prove I am the man that fell to death that day in the 40s.
(The Winter Soldier; Bucky Barnes)