AN: Songfic: Russian Roulette; Rihanna
Take a breath, take it deep
Cat took a deep breath and looked at her boyfriend.
"Calm yourself," he says to me
"Calm yourself, Catherine." Kendall said calmly.
If you play, you play for keeps
Cat nodded, as if to say 'Okay' and gulped.
Take the gun, and count to three
Kendall took the gun and pointed it at his head. He slowly count to three, and the gun didn't fire.
I'm sweating now, moving slow
Cat slowly took the gun,
No time to think, my turn to go
She put it up to her head, and hesitated.And you can see my heart beating
Kendall watched her intently as she kept hesitating.
You can see it through my chest
Cat's heart beat faster and faster every second, but she knew she couldn't quit now.
Said I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving
"I'm terrified… But I'm not leaving." Cat whispered.
I know that I must pass this test
She took another deep breath,
So just pull the trigger
And put it up to her head.
Say a prayer to yourself
Cat said a final prayer in her mind.
He says, "Close your eyes, sometimes it helps"
"Close your eyes, It helps." Kendall said.
And then I get a scary thought
Cat thought for a moment.
That he's here means he's never lost
He's never lost, he's here.And you can see my heart beating
She kept hesitating.
Oh, you can see it through my chest
He kept eyes on her.
Said I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving
She was shaking at this point.
Know that I must pass this test
Cat took several more breaths.
So just pull the triggerAs my life flashes before my eyes
Cat's whole life passed before her eyes.
I'm wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
She wondered about the sunrise.
So many won't get the chance to say goodbye
Her eyes filled with tears, as she realized she wouldn't get to say goodbye.But it's too late to think of the value of my life
"It's too late…" She whispered.
And you can see my heart beatingOh, you can see it through my chestSaid I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving, noKnow that I must pass this test
She put the gun to her head,
You can see my heart beatingOh, you can see it through my chestI'm terrified, but I'm not leaving, noKnow that I must pass this testSo just pull the trigger
And pulled the trigger.
And was gone.
AN: What'd ya think? This was my first fic. Please review!