This is my first fanfic. Tell me what you think

Back round: All main characters are in collage and it is summer vacation.

Alice and Emmett go to the same college.

Edward and Bella go to the same college but don't know each other.

Jasper and Rose go to the same school

Alice, Emmett, and Bella are friends

No Jacob in the story.

Bella and Alice live in their own apartment near Emmett

Jasper and Rose are cousins

Bella has a past but she has mostly gotten over it

All human

Regular pairing

Chapter 1: The Mall

I was trapped. There was no way of getting out of this torture. From experience I know that it is not wise to argue with Alice. It was pointless because she always wins. I was not in the mood to argue so I just agreed.

So that's how I ended up yelling at Alice who was speeding down the highway to the mall so we don't miss the 'best shoe sale ever.'

"Alice slow down you do not have to speed. I'm sure that there are plenty of shoes that they won't be gone."

"Yes, but all the cute shoes will be gone and the good sales" she said as if it was the simplest thing in the world.

I just rolled my eyes. She was my best friend. A 4'11", evil little pixie, that is a shopoholic, and loves to torture me with shopping sprees, and makeovers. Don't get me wrong, I love her, but she gets scary when you let her loose in a mall. She runs around looking for the perfect outfits and then shoves a pile of clothes into my hands and makes me try on clothes after clothes. And then she insists on buying all of them for me.

I realized that we stopped moving, and looked out the window and saw the mall. I must have been lost in my thinking because it didn't seem to take as long as it normally does but that could have been from Alice's speeding down here as fast as she could.

After dragging me to every store in the mall, okay I exaggerated a little but it felt like every store, she finally decided that it was time for a break, and we went to the food court. I was just happy to sit down. My feet were killing me.

Alice went off some where to get food so I went to do the same. I was starving so I picked the closest place there was.

It was an Italian place, my favorite. As I was waiting in line, the couple in front of me couldn't stop making out for a second to realize that they were next. I cleared my throat to get their attention. That didn't work so I tried something else.

"Excuse me but your holding up the line." I said while tapping the guy on the shoulder.

He was the most gorgeous guy I have ever seen. He had messy bronze hair, and his eyes they were the most beautiful emerald green color I have ever seen. I noticed his expression. He was angry beyond angry. That just made me aggravated.

Who was he to be mad? I was the one who was hungry and HE held up the line just so he could kiss his girlfriend.

The girl noticing his anger tried to calm him down. "Come on Eddie-bear. Just ignore her. She's rude." The girl said to "Eddie-bear"

"Yea, what do u want to eat?" "Eddie-bear" asked the girl

"Something with no fat, no carbs, or anything else that will make me fat." She said

What a bad place to eat I thought. The only thing left on the menu would be water. They continued talking but I tuned them out. I was trying to think of ways to get out of Alice's torture. I felt a tapping on my shoulder.

"Excuse me, but your holding up the line." The guy in front of me said with a smirk on his face.

I glared at him and ordered my pizza, and tried to forget about him.

As I walked over to the table I noticed that Alice was practically bouncing in her seat. I groaned. This couldn't be good.

"What Alice, and don't say nothing because you are practically bouncing in her seat."

"Well don't be mad but I saw this flyer for a movie and it looked really good. And they are letting people come and audition they aren't going to have any famous actors or actresses in it."

"NO! NO! NO! Alice you know I can't lie without my face turning bright red, which defeats the purpose of lying. And lying is basically acting. So I can't act."

"Don't worry you will just get a small part. Come on Bella it will be fun." She pleaded giving me her puppy dog eyes.

FUN? Yeah right my sort of fun would not consist of falling flat on my face in front of the whole world or being embarrassed. I was about to say no when I saw her face. It was the saddest looking face I have ever seen. She had puppy dog eyes looking out from under her lashes and her bottom lip in a pout. I couldn't resist it.

"Fine but you have to promise that I will just get a small part."

"YES!! Thank you Bella!" She squealed

Oh no what have I gotten in to. She started rattling off about what the movie was about and when we would have to be at the set. I tuned her out and ate the rest of my lunch in peace.

When I was finished with my lunch I was sad. I didn't want to shop anymore. I had plenty of clothes and I didn't need anymore. I got up to go dump my try with Alice and she was jumping up and down excitedly

"Come on we have to find the perfect outfit for the movie." She said while jumping up and down.

"But don't they pick out our outfits and besides we already have plenty of clothes to find the perfect outfit." I pleaded hoping that we could be done for the day.

"Okay but can we go to the movies. I saw a preview for this movie yesterday and it looked REALLY good"

"Sure" I replied happily anything was better the shopping.

She squealed and dragged me out to the car and sped away to the movie theater.

"Alice what movie are we seeing?" I asked not sure if I wanted to here the answer.

"The dark knight."

I hadn't heard of it, but it sounded like a scary movie. I hate scary movies. I guess was just going to have to get through this one because I didn't want to go back to the mall.

We paid for our tickets and went to get some snacks and drinks. My jaw dropped at what was in front of me.

I couldn't believe this man. Here is "Eddie-Bear" and a different girl. That two-timing jerk had no respect for women or their feelings. It took all my strength to walk away and not slap that man in the face and give him a nice little talk. This poor excuse for a guy had 2 dates in one day. I felt sorry for the girls that he played. Knowing exactly how they felt. I wanted to smack him across the face but I restrained myself.

I told Alice to get the popcorn and I went to go save seats. I don't think that I could have stayed there in the line with that filthy pig in front of us. I brought back too many bad memories. I tried to push them back but I couldn't. The scene just kept replaying over and over in my head and I couldn't get it to go away.

I broke down sobbing on the floor. It was the second time that I cried over that pig. I cried after I found him, and put it away and forgot about it. I didn't want to waste my life crying over someone who didn't love me, respect me, or want me.

I couldn't feel anything around me I just sat on the floor crying. And that's how Alice found me. She immediately hugged me and tried to comfort me. It helped a little.

I stopped crying and sat in the movie seat. Alice eyed me suspiciously and I told her that I would tell her when we got back to the apartment.

She nodded happy with my answer. I didn't watch the movie. I had no idea what it was about. I was trying to think of happier things. It didn't work well, but I manage not to cry during the rest of the movie.

We drove home in silence. I was glade I didn't want to tell her yet. I knew that I would have to when we got back to the apartment. I needed time to think, control my feelings, and push them back down were they belong.

We were pulling into the parking for our apartment and I had controlled him feelings some what. I still would have rather not tell Alice about this but she was my best friend I owed her that much.

"So do you want to explain why I come into the movie theater and find my best friend in tears on the floor?" Alice asked to lighten the mood.

"Um well…you remember when I went to Florida for my freshmen and sophomore year to live with my mom for a little?"

"Yes." She said while encouraging me to go on.

"Well something happened while I was there, I didn't tell you. It was the reason I moved back here." I said barely above a whisper.

"What happened, and why did I never hear about this!?" Alice was intrigued

"I didn't want to talk about it; I wanted to forget about it. Well when I was there I met someone. His name was James. He had blonde hair and brown eyes. I thought I loved him. He acted sweet and kind. And he said he loved me to. Being the gullible girl I am, I believed him"

"What happened to him, I'm guessing that something happened because you wouldn't be here right now telling me why you were crying on the floor of a movie theater?"

"Well one day after school I was walking to my car and I heard two people making out. I didn't want to embarrass myself so I started to walk away, and I heard the girl moan his name. I didn't think much of it at the time. I thought that it was some else named James.

Our school was pretty big and I didn't know everyone." I sighed I was forcing myself not to cry. "So then the next day I went to the mall with Renee. We were at the food court when I saw him. He was making out with Tanya," I said her name with disgust. "I walked up to him and broke up his intense make out season with her. He turned around. His face widened when he saw me.

Flashback

"Bella what are you doing here." James asked startled.

"I was here with my mom." I answered flatly "What are you doing here?"

"I…um…I was here with my sister." He blurted out.

"Since when do you have a sister?" I question. He had never mentioned a sister before.

"I just met her today. Apparently my dad had an affair when he was younger, and well I have a sister." He lied quickly

"And then you ran into Tanya with you lips and were stuck so you couldn't pull away."

He didn't respond

I was going to turn around and never look at him again. I was sure now that the two I had heard the other day were them. I was on the verge of crying. He caught my wrist and tried to explain.

"Bella this isn't what it looks like, she jumped on me, I had no other choice, I didn't want to hurt her."

"That's bull crap. I heard you yesterday too. On my way to the car, she was moaning your name."

"I had an appointment yesterday after school, that wasn't me." She said with venom and glared at James.

"I… well… umm…" he stuttered

"Yea that's what I though." And I walked away but not before I slapped him across the face.

I told my mom that I had to get out of here out of this place. I wanted to go back to Forks.

End Flashback

"I never told her what happened, she never asked me."

"So what does this have to do with you crying on the floor at the movies?"

"I was getting to that. The guy in front of us, that was in a heavy lip lock with the girl. I saw him at the mall, with a different girl," I whispered, "It bought back old memories, but I'm okay now. I don't think I really loved him, just thought I did.

"O Bella why didn't you ever tell me?"

"I don't like talking about it. I left if back in Arizona."

"O Bella I'm so sorry." She said while hugging me to comfort me.

"I'm sorry I never told you. I just wanted forget that ever happened. And if I talked about it, that would be remembering. I'm glade I told you though. It's nice to have it off my chest."

"I'm glade you trust me enough to tell me. I'm sure that wasn't easy for you."

"It wasn't as hard as I thought it was going to be."

"Well I'm going to go to bed. We have a long day tomorrow, with the movie and all."

We said out goodnights and went to bed.

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