PS : every */- In the message show you that the character are sending couple messages or who is sending a messages. i had difficulty to reduce the some space to divide the messages. im sorry for the inconvenience ; ;
chapter one : day 4, Yoosung confession.
its been 4 days i've been with RFA members, and can't lie all these guys sometimes drive me crazy. especially Zen. since i join, hes the one who always stealing my attention so well. i realized Jae He always againts me when i'm trying to get close to Zen but even i'm trying to deny, i had already in love with the actor.
tonight all of us will gather in Jumin penthouse, V told all of us that is easier for us to work if we can meet in real life also. so i can go wherever i need to go without worrying the classified information in Rika's Apartment. this is my first time meet Zen, everytime i think about it, my heart beating faster. I'm looking for the outfit on Rika's cupboard that can make them amazed at me. finally, i found something that i think its really perfect. not really formal, elegant, cute and sexy. a red halter backless mini dress, and its really suits me and showing my body shape well. i combine it with black coat and black sexy heels that unintentionally had the same size as my foot. im gonna totally blow their mind and make them wet dream about me. well its too much but theres no big deal about these imaginary thoughts.
after i'm ready, Jumin limo pick me up in the place that they were mention and bring me to jumin penthouse, Jumin got his own Penthouse and its have a really wide backyards, pool, and garden, in short words he is rich as fuck. this why so many girls out there chasing him to married for. he can handle anyone future like they never imagine.
"miss, you can follow me to ballroom" Jumin bodyguard lead me into the way to ballroom. i heard that hes talking to someone on his communicator giving information that i already in front of the door. I started to feel nervous and myheart beating faster than before.
the ballroom door is open, everyone already there. i can recognize them all, they had the same look like the photos on the messenger, Jae Hee, Jumin, Yoosung, V, 707 and... Zen.
"Miss, you can take off your coat if you want," the bodyguard bring my consideration back into myself "oh yes please" you said politely, i feel all of them stare into me, uh-oh did i look overrated? i hope not... sighs
V walk close into me and smile give his hands to hold and bring me close to all RFA members. "so, here it is MC, MC, this is RFA members, and RFA members, this is MC" V introduce you to all of the RFA member officially.
I saw Yoosung and Seven cheek turn to pink, Jumin and Jae Hee nod and give a simple smile, and Zen turn out his face to somewhere else. im starting to worried again, did i look overrated? did i put too much? Zen look at me...
"You look gorgeous MC, and welcome to RFA, ill will help you as much as i can" thanks god! Jae Hee break the awkward moment, i feel a bit calm down now.
"Thank you Jae Hee, i will do my best, so far i got already 10 guess who accept our invitation on the party, and i hope we can get more guests from the party" i start to explain what i've been doing all these days.
"you've been doing a great job MC, even you're coming from the hacker but you really help us, especially after Rika not anymore with us... and also you are... really... beautiful... i didn't knows that you're really do... " Yoosung cheek starts to even red when he stammered said the words.
"Yes yes! you even more beautiful than ms vanderwood 3rd. i hope you will enjoy your stay with us. by the way Jumin, where is elly? i want to play with elly!" Seven suddenly look every direction, looking for Jumin cat.
"Its Elizabeth 3rd, don't you dare to think that i will let you go after her, i put her somewhere save since i know her live is in danger" Jumin show some pissed expression towards Seven.
"oh come on! im not risking Elly live! i want to hug herr... ughhh!" Seven grumbling a lot and suddenly Zen starts to sneeze.
"Achoo...uh...yes, you better keep your furball somewhere far from me just imagine those thing make my allergy comes, so babe.. welcome to RFA, i hope i also can help.." Zen rubbing his itchy nose slowly and he gave a smile that makes my heart beat fast again. uh this guys is so fucking handsome. hes even more handsome than in his picture that he gave on messanger. i give a simple nod and smile to him, i feel my cheek become warmer.
"okay, should we go dinner, i had prepare it, then you can go rest in the room that i also prepare it" Jumin breaks another awkward moment, thank you Jumin. thank you.
as we follow him to the dinning room, in walking behind zen, look his backs, so perfect. Suddenly Yoosung walks beside me.
"MC, you are really beautiful... since you're coming i can't stop thinking about you.. i wish we can have really good times as long we can see each other" his statement make me worried that Zen thinking that i have special relationship with Yoosung i walk a bit faster and grab Zen hands to hold it without makes Yoosung realize. please Zen.. hold it back...
"thank you, Yoosung. as i said, i will do my best for RFA, im wishing also all of us having a good time also, i cant wait until the party begin, i wish those greek statue really look at me.." i said to Yoosung a bit louder so Zen can hear it.
"What? Whats that suppose to mean?" Yoosung ask in curiosity, suddenly Zen hold my hands back and i feel he rub my back hands with his fingers.
"nothing" i smile again at Yoosung. actually i smile because i feel relieved that Zen hold my hands back.
on the dinning room, Jumin sit alone in the main chair, and Zen sit next to me. while we wait the foods comes out, Jumin do some work with Jae Hee, they both never stop working. Yoosung seem to be busy with his phone and sometimes he looks like taking a picture of me. i dont wanna feel too confident, since i know that hes playing various game in his phone. when hes not close to his computer or LOLOL is under maintenance. Seven is calculating of coordinate by talking with his headphone, V and Zen also in his phone looks like sending message to someone.
i feel my phone vibrating, im sure that the guest messaging me again, when i wanted to take my phone, its slip from my hands and fall down. thanks god this dinning room floor are covered with a thick rug. so i guess my phone is save. i bow to left from my chair to takes my phone and its make my hair comes to left and left my back a bit cold since i wear a backless halter. when i can reach my phones, i feel my phones vibrate again, and then i read the message shown.
You got 3 New Messages and 3 Emails.
oh.. a lot.. lets see the emails. 3 another guest is accepting the Party invitation, allergy, hospital, and model. this is another good news. and lets see who is sending me messages. oh, its yoosung, JaeHee, Seven and... Zen!
JaeHee
How do you think about zen? he is so perfect isn't he, i wish you aren't involved into any special relationship, cause i'm afraid it will damage his popularity. anyway you look so gorgeus. yoosung and euh zen can't stop looking at you, i envy you MC.
- kyaaa yes! he is so perfect Jae Hee i can't stop imagine about him and still wanna lick his abs. omgomgomg. well about his popularity i know, but you can't stop if he let himself get involved into any special relationship isn't he? aslike those girls who wanna work with her. im sure he knows what to do. but its very nice of you worrying about everyone here. dont be envy at me, without you im nothing. xoxo -
sadly yes, but though im glad you think about that mc. xoxo
Jaehee still worried that im having special relationship with Zen. well since the first day, Zen wasn't stop calling me and i wasn'tstop talk to him out the chat room. i can't denied i had strong feeling towards Zen now.
Zen
*hey babe...
euh... you look so gorgeous...
like a VS model. even better...
sexy.. elegant.. cute.. so perfect...
*i can't stop looking at you..
especially when you hold my hand..
this 'greek statue' already look at you..
*im sure that you're replying all the guest email right now, i can't wait until u read my message and reply it.
*why did Yoosung can't stop taking your picture.. don't look at him see me, talk to me like we done everyday.
i freeze when i read Zen message, my face turning into red he send me 4 messages in such a rapid time. oh my god i don't know how to reacted now. wait what? Yoosung taking picture of me? i should read Yoosung message now.
Yoosung
*sent a picture 01
*sent a picture 02
*sent a picture 03
*sent a picture 04
*i don't know how many times i told you, that you're really beautiful. i just imagine that the girls on the picture is mine. so i could kiss her everyday and show her that im in love from the first time she join the chat room. i wish shes single and i can have her just for me only
yes he is taking a lot of my picture and he ask me to be his girlfriend. oh Yoosung, my heart already taken by Zen. im sorry Yoosung.
- you taking my picture without my permission. its rude. but thank you for the compliment Yoosung. to be honest, my heart already taken by someone. i don't know he will got the same feeling like i do, but i truly love him. i wish you understand and we still be can have a good company like it was.-
Message already sent. i saw into Yoosung and smiles at him, i give him my best smile, Yoosung cheek are really red and look sad, im sorry Yoosung. But then he give a cheerful smile also. he nods and looks understand. my phone vibrating again in couple times. Zen!
Zen
*babe, i can't wait any longer. i want to talk to you more. don't ignore me too long
*hey babe, don't makes me so jealous. i saw you and Yoosung smiling each other. im not okay right now.
oh Zen, be patient... even i deeply in love to you, my business wasn't only my feelings towards you... even i wanted to give all i have for you right now, RFA is important without this organization, i can't even met someone like you... sighs...
-im sorry Zen, JaeHee and Yoosung is sending me a message also, and some email from the guest. im sorry to make you wait.-
*so Yoosung over me now? hmmm...
- no. as a member theres no someone over someone. and as personal, also no. you over everyone. i make my self like this because i want to make you look at me. over anyone else in RFA member, or everyone else. you can't imagine how nervous im when i see you from the first time, how nervous im when im thinking that im overreacted or got overrated looks. oh god Zen. you...-
*i what? lol.
Hes even dare to tease me now.. uh!
- drive me crazy about you...i can't stop thinking about you since the first call you made.70% of my brains are fulfilled of you..i just...-
he didnt reply. i sigh disappointed. i put my phones on the table. look at everyone still busy with their job. Jumin schedule are really on the line, since its still early to dinner, he said that we can do our job before dinner. well at the time refer to what he said, its exactly one hour before it and time move so slow it still 30 minutes before it. i put my hand on my lap, taking a deep breath gather some energy to make some smile later. Since Zen isn't reacting to what i sent earlier.
suddenly he move his hand into my lap, holding my hand under the table tight rub my back hand a bit and smile at me. i just see him in such confused way. looking something on his warm sight. i just trying to smile back at him even it wasn't my best like i gave to Yoosung and then he let go of my hand and back holding his phone slowly like he wasn't from holding my hands. then i saw my phone screen turned on.
You've got 1 New Message.
i reach my phone carefully and open the new message. its Zen.
Zen
*so just look at me from now on. don't you realize how much i wanted to see you since we've been calling everyday?
i can't wait to done any rehearsal or any gym just only to call you? MC...
-i have no idea, Zen..-
*and now you're emerge in front of me like a goddess and make everyone look at you. don't you know how much i wanna hug you?
*don't you know how jealous im when you smiling at yoosung?
*and those looks...oh my god, babe...
don't you know how much i hold my self? babe, you're the one drive me crazy right now.
-Zen...
to be honest, i just reject yoosung feeling...
and i ask him to still in good company, since we are in the same organization...-
-and also...
i rejected Yoosung cause I've been in love... im hardly in love to an actor that might be have no feeling for me..
im in love to Hyun Ryu. im sorry i have to say this but, i can't really hold it anymore...
i love you, Hyun...-
Zen freezed. so did i. suddenly Jumin standing and talk, break the emotional moment i got now.
"time to dinner, take a breaks for while, we need energy to work aren't we?" as Jumin finished his words, his chef and maids comes out bring us dinner. even now i didnt feel hungry. at all.
the chef's served beef steak and wine for us, what a luxurious dinner and Jumin got this everyday. he such a successful rich as fuck guy and thanks god my family are settled family that teach me a lot of table manner so i don't need to confuse with a the spoon and fork that they serve in front of me. i've taste the steak, even im not hungry anymore, this steak totally delicious.
"how is it taste, MC?"Jumin ask me, i wipe some sauce on my lips with some tissue ive got.
"its delicious, jumin. i can eat this like everyday" i said honestly and makes Jumin smile.
"You can come to my penthouse everyday to accompany me then" he said with such a bright smile and make me blush. god, hes so handsome. if only i wasnt falling for Zen. i've already in love to this super busy guy.
"i didnt suggest you to do that, MC. Since hes so busy, you will be only do what he wants. you dont wanna be ended like me" JaeHee interupting Jumins word.
"yeah, im objected also. you had a furball and special assistant already, you dont need anymore for you jumin" Zen also interupting in some pissed tunes but really calm gestures. such a great actor.
"hey i just offer my kindness to her.. you guys are mean" Jumin shows some dislike.
"well, she need privacy also to gather the guest jumin, we agreed from the first time aren't we" V try to chill Jumin out.
"We can have another family dinner like this again, if we have free time aren't we? im glad to gather with all of you since i've been joining RFA, im a bit having lonely time when i had to eat. i feel having real family again now. thanks to V, Jumin and Seven" i said intercede everyone with my best smile.
Jumin and Seven face comes into red looking at me, and all of them look at me and giving warm smile to me.
"yes of course. i wonder did you have someone now MC, cause i believe hes so lucky to have someone generous like you. and also beautiful" Jumin said. i just returned him another smile for his statement. im still worry about what Zen thoughts right now after i sent those messages.
after the dinner, they still continue working, except V, Yoosung and Seven, they had to go since seven cant really go far away from his pc, Yoosung had a class tomorrow, and V need to seek another photos to donate in party. tonight, me, Jae hee and Zen staying at Jumin penthouse cause its already late to get home and now were still continue some work.
"Jumin, i need to go to the bathroom, wheres the way?" i ask him.
"oh, i need to make some calls now, and JaeHee have to write what i said, but Zen knows it, since he several time come to my place, can you take her please, Zen?" Jumin ask Zen. no. its a bad idea. bad idea. but i need to go to bathroom. uhh...
"oh what? yes sure. come MC, let me show you the way" he put down his phone on the table and help me standing from the chair. he such a gentleman. but this is such a bad idea.
i followed zen into the bathroom, Jumin must be so lonely in this very big penthouse he just only live alone. i had to walk like passing 4 or 5 big room to reach the bathroom.
"here it is, ill be waiting here until you done, babe" he smiled at me, wait what? did he just called me babe?
"y-yes... thank you" i stammered and go inside the bathroom.
oh my god! this is very good bathroom! big bathup for i don't know might be in jacuzzi size, oh it wasn't time to admire the bathroom, Zen still wasn't responding the message and might be he will not reply at all and act we arent messaging earlier. but he called me babe. god what should i do? why did im in love with someone who almost impossible. im feeling like reaching out a star. the right star. for me..
ive done my business on the bathroom and i think i nees to re-touch my lipstick. i wipe it to much when i ate the steak. well its not gone but its not red as it was. then i gather some energy for smile to Zen again.. sighs..
"im done..."i said in such smile but Zen wasnt smile.
he suddenly take a big move reach my back neck and my waist thwn he kiss me right on the lips. i gasp in his sudden move, everytime im trying to lose his locks, i feel he locks me tighter. the kiss going deeper. i feel my blood running to my head, i can't think about thing unless Zen. Zen who kiss me right now. i move both of my hand on his chest which earlier wanted to lose his locks, but now my hand slowly reach his back neck and wrapped around it. Our kiss going deeper, and deeper. i just heard our gasp between our deep kiss. my finger trace his back heads, slipped my fingers between his hair which actually so damn soft. i feel his lock even tighter push his chest against mine. it makes me a bit moan since i feel my bra rub my breast skin.
"mmhhh... hyun..." ive been moaning almost whisper in between our kiss, but suddenly he slow down the kiss and let go off my lips. i still want him more but i don't wanna look so aggressive even i want to do something more. since bathroom right behind us. but he wasn't let go off my body and he hug me tight.
"Babe, you can't imagine how much i want to do this from the first time i saw you. I've been holding my self to not do something to you, even when you said that on the message.. i wanted to hug you and kiss you right there..." he whispered on my ear makes me almost cry in happiness.
"but Hyun.. i love.." he interupt my words by losing his hugs and kissed me gently. more soft.
"we need to get back there, before they looking for us... and before the beast awaken" he said after he let go of my lips.
"ah right.. wait... what?" i said in disappointed curious gesture.
"Nevermind, and oh i think you need to re-touch your lipstick since ive been take it all" he teasingly smiled at me and makes my cheek successfully turn into red.
"right. yes" i replied and turn and hide my blushing face.
we walked back into the dinning room, Jumin and JaeHee to busy to realize that theres awkward moment between me and Zen. we're back into our chair and starts to hold phones again. since Yoosung, Seven and V wasnt with us i need to open messanger.
707 : heya MC
MC : heya Seven, you already arrived gow about Yoosung?
707 : Yes, couple minutes a go, i dropped Yoosung first then go home.
Yoosung : Yes, thanks seven. i think im going to sleep now, LOLOL is under maintenance now, Jumin and Jae Hee still working?
MC. : Yes, they did. im just checking that you guys safely returned at home, after im done withwith some emails im going to sleep also.
Zen : So everyone here, glad you guys already home, since i didnt bring any script here, im gonna rest also i got 2 days off, Jumin had his own gym so i don't afraid to lose any work out.
707 : Btw, i didn't know that you're more attractive than your picture shows MC, more bright, more sexy.. more than miss Vanderwood 3rd. lolololol. dont you think so Zen? Yoosung?
Yoosung : Yes, she is.
Zen : How dare you compare MC with your maid Seven?
707 : because you interested to her? lololololol.
MC : lolololol. don't tease Zen Seven.
707 : but you laugh. lololol.
Yoosung : alright im going to sleep now.
707 : I need to get to work also.
Zen : I need to send some email to my producers too. see you guys.
Zen has left the chat room.
707 : he leave. lolololol
Yoosung : lololololol, okay im going
707 : me too
MC : goodnight, Seven.
Yoosung has left the chat room.
707 : goodnight MC
707 has left the chat room.
they safely arrived, so i need to reply some of the emails since 6 of them replying lolol, lololguild, cherryfarm, narcissist, bracelet, and netizen. Yoosung sent me a message
Yoosung
*whoever the guy is, he is so lucky to have your heart MC, and also if you need me just tell me, ill be always there for you. as everything. (dont take it as hopeless action)
Yoosung, you're so nice.. I'm sorry..
- Yes, i know Yoosung. thank you. thats very nice of you -
right after i send the message, Zen messaged me.
Zen
*i want to hear you calling my name again...
i want to hug and kiss you again..
i want to see those eyes while kissing you again..
i want you...
i want you to want me as i do..
MC...
Saranghae...
okay im blushing hard right now and also trying so hard not to cry since Jumin and Jae Hee already cleaning up the desk like they already done with their job, i take a deep breath and reply Zen message.
- Hyun, don't you know im trying real hard not to cry. i want you more than you want me..
i want to hug you right now, and proved that this wasn't a dream.. -
*Don't sleep tonight. ill prove you this wasn't a dream babe. everytime i remember how you called me by my name makes me wanted to hug you tight and never let you go
- I'll be waiting, Hyun...-
"its late now, let me take you all to your room, my maid will bring your coat to your room, MC" Jumin said and bring his coat in his hands.
"I think i can go home, Mr. Han i..." Jae Hee answered Jumin.
"No you can't, since we got meeting in afternoon, we should be together. i had prepare some suit for all of you, in your room also so, let me take all of you to your room" Jumin interrupt Jae Hee words and start walking.
"If you said so " Jae Hee just nodded.
Chapter one ends.