Prologue
Times like these force me to think of how my life has become what it is. I often wonder what would of changed if I did something different. How my life would be better.
If I had done something differently would I be sat in my car right now in the dead of night? Would the rain be hammering against the window creating a noise that only my broken sobs can be heard over? Would I be contemplating on driving this car straight off a cliff? Somehow as much as I'd like to believe this is true I know it isn't. My life is destined to be this way.
It's hard to think when it all started to crumble, it was some time ago. I had always had an unfortunate life filled with powerless struggles but I built myself; I'm stronger and I'm thankful for that. That girl I once was at the fragile and naïve age of 13.
She'd gone.
Until 5 years ago….