STILL

I loved her. But it wasn't just love now, was it? It was something completely out of this world, the kind of love one would expect to find written into fairy tales. No… I was completely and madly in love with her. I'd spend every waking second thing about what she was doing in that exact moment; secretly hoping that she had been thinking the exact same thing as me. The days when I woke up next to her, the sun shining on her heavenly torso, riddled with numerous bites and scratches. They brought back beautiful memories of the night before. Her soft moans and sweet murmurings of 'I love you' repeated in my ear always brought me over the edge. Every day was beautiful when we were together and I couldn't imagine another life without her. Sadly though, her family, apart from her pervy brother did not approve of our relationship. They had tried so many things to keep me away but I wouldn't….couldn't give up. She would always come running back in the middle of the night telling me that she would never ever leave me. Oh how I wish that was still the case.

Now as I watch her across the club, techno music thumping in my ear and her sprawled all over HER, I struggle to keep myself grounded as it feels like my heart is being clutched violently in my chest. How could she forget what we once had? She was the one to end things, thinking that it was to exhausting having to always hide from her family just to see me. Sadly I had to let her go. Sometimes I wake up at night hoping it had all been a nightmare when the thought comes crashing down that sadly this was reality and she seemed to be moving on now.

I was broken out of my muse when I felt a light tap on the back of my head and turned around to meet blue eyes that belonged to my best friend, Effy. Her stare had made me a little nervous as it felt like she was actually poking around in the inner depths of my mind.
" Did you know Emily's here?" she inquired with that infamous smirk that she possessed.
"No…I d-didn't," I sheepishly answered.
Her demeanour changed and she seemed to be shifting to something behind with an all knowing look in her eye.
"Hey-"
"Don't turn around," she ordered
"Why?"
"Can't you feel that hole being burned into your head?"
As soon as what she just said registered into my mind I became acutely aware that the area behind was the one I had been observing no too long ago. I could feel it; I could feel her intense gaze.
"You alright Naomikins?"Effy asked probably from my lack of a response.
"Y-Yeah... I'm fine,"
"You should go talk to her. It's been almost a whole year since I've seen her," she pointed out as if to challenge me. "Show her that you cannot be so easily left behind." With a last kiss on the cheek and a cheeky wink she disappeared into the throng of bodies bouncing energetically to the beat.

You know what? Fuck it. I lost her once and by the looks of it she doesn't seem too bothered by her choice anymore. With a pop of a pill that I had in my pocket I strutted confidently to the secluded area for those looking to drink and touch in private. She still looked as beautiful as I last saw her even though she had mascara running down her face and puffy eyes at the time. She no longer had bright red hair but it still held a certain tinge of red to it. As soon I reached the vicinity she seemed like she hadn't been fazed by my appearance and immediately turned her attention to the blonde whose lap she had occupied. I sat down on the sofa near where she was and looked at her intensely immediately feeling myself heat up at the sight of the skin showing that left a lot to the imagination. I leant in to greet her when she whispered something into the blonde's ear and directed her hands to lie dangerously in her inner thighs. Oh I get it now, I thought, that's the kind of game you want to play, huh? My intense staring did not falter as I watched the scene that was unfolding, my body getting filled with a whole lot of jealousy and getting strangely turned on as I wished that it was me she was touching instead. The blonde girl seemed to look a little more heated as Emily slowly inched her way closer to her core. I decided to let my jealousy take over and angrily stomped towards her where I took her by surprise and dragged her towards the exit leaving the blondie confused and furious at what had just happened. The loud music made it hard to hear what I'm pretty sure was her loud protest for me to let go of her.

As soon as the cold night air hit us, all my confidence left my body and I was shockingly aware of the warmth of her hand in mine. 'What should I say?' I think to myself.
"Naomi! Naomi!" Emily was shouting at me now as she waited for me to do something. No…we had to talk, I can't put this off any further. I immediately turned around and for the first time this night I was left stunned. She was right in front of me, only mere inches separating our faces. Courage suddenly took over my body and I pressed her up against the side of the wall. The only words that came out of my mouth were….."I'm still in love with you"…..

And that's the end of the first chapter of my first naomily story sorry for the cliffhanger s to the peeps that read this but tbh I thought it might leave you wanting more ;)

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