Here it freaking is guys! THREE years in the making. The sequel to Ultraviolent and A Tangled Web. My heart is so happy. These are my favorite stories that I've written. They're my babies. So, ENJOY! And review, follow, and favorite! :)
This story takes place three years after A Tangled Web.
Allie sat on the edge of the exam table. The hospital was cold, and lonely. She glanced at her watch, and wished the doctor would just come in already.
The door opened.
"Am I late?" She would know that voice anywhere. Her husband, Jon.
"Babe! What are you doing here?" She squeaked.
He rushed over to her, and pressed his lips to hers. "I wouldn't leave you alone for this, baby. No way."
She sighed, "Thank you." She pressed another light kiss to his lips. Those lips she still couldn't get enough of. The lips that had kissed every single inch of her body. The lips that caressed her mouth when they made love time after time again.
Always with the same result.
No babies.
"I'm waiting for the doctor." She whispered.
He hopped up on the exam table with her. His hands resting on his blue jean clad thighs. His muscles hidden under his t-shirt, and a ballcap on backwards.
Soon enough the doctor came in, and broke the news they had feared.
"The probability of conceiving children is very highly unlikely. We've tried IVF, we've tried insemination...Mrs. Moxley I'm afraid we've exhausted our options for traditional parenthood. I'm sorry."
Allie squeezed Jon's hand. She forgot to breath. The doctor left the room and Jon held his wife.
"Doctors dont know anything." Jon spat. "We will have a baby."
Allie stood, "No we wont Jon! We wont. I'm sorry but I'm done trying. Sticking myself with needles...all the thousands of dollars we've spent! For nothing!"
"Money isn't an issue babe...you know I dont care about that."
She held up her hand to silence him. "Am I not enough?"
"What?"
"Am. I. Not. Enough?" She spelled it out for him.
"Of course you are Allie. Its always been just me and you. That's how it will always be. Me and you. Forever. You're enough. You're more than enough. We are enough."
He hugged her. His hands sliding on her back. Deep down something inside him broke. It wasn't enough, but he had no idea how to tell her that.
Jon longed for a child. A piece of something. A beautiful creation of him and Allie. His heart broke that it looked like they might not get to have that.
And it broke even more that Allie had given up. He needed her more than ever, but she felt so far away.
"The plane is waiting, I have to go again." He kissed her cheek.
"I'm glad you came babe." She told him as they said their goodbyes.
She signed up for a husband who didn't live at home. She signed up for the crazy fan girls. She signed up for this life. What she didn't sign up for was to be barren and a disappointment to her husband.
She sighed as she hopped in her Lexus and started the drive home. It was hot today in Vegas. She reached to turn the air up, and caught a glimpse of her ring as her hand held the steering wheel.
Simply gorgeous. She'd never been one for anything flashy, but her ring certainly was. A massive round diamond sat atop two diamond studded bands. Jon spoiled her.
Her hair had grown out. Gone was the edgy platinum streak. It was long and straight now with multiple layers.
Gone was her true self. She went from sophisticated teen counselor to bored, rich wife of "Dean Ambrose". She missed New England. She missed the cool, crisp Autumns. She missed her old job.
She missed the old Allie.
She missed the carefree days of driving around in Jon's mustang, sneaking kisses on her lunch break, having sex under the Old Mill bridge.
She smiled, gone were those days. Now her days were filled with shopping, and gardening, and being absolutely bored out of her mind.
She pulled into their driveway and sat and stared at their house. Why did she dread going in? She got out her phone and called Jon. She knew he was in the air, but she left a voicemail.
"Jon, I can't do this anymore..."
Oh my! What will she say? What's on her mind? And how will Jon react since he's already upset over no babies...?!