I run, run as fast as i can

running from this pitch black darkness

I keep on running that's my problem

but i just can't force myself to stop

I keep running from my fears, my friends , my family

The truth

I can't catch up to this certain thing everyone wants me to be

a perfect porcelain doll

So tell me why do I have to hide like this

Why do have to run like this

Hiding, running like someone is tracking me down

I want to stop but i am just so scared

That this darkness would eat me up and leave me with nothing

because no tried to keep in track with me when I was running

No tried to find me when I was lost when I was hiding

I just need someone to be there for me, try to keep in track with me, find me when i hide

Save me from this darkness

I just need this certain light, this certain someone

to come and rescue me

So why do I even bother finding someone who will do all of those thing to me

when I am just a broken porcelain doll because

I just can't be perfect.