Author's Note: This takes place three years after Dib's death. Don't worry I'm making a sequel to this so it will be more understandable. You'll see the sequel in a few days but if you don't, you'll know that I'm dead. Just kidding. Enjoy!
Disclaimer: I don't own Invader Zim but i do own the poem. and don't forget to read and review.
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My Tortured Soul
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I'll never forget the day Dib killed himself.
I'll never forget the way Dad and me cried for him.
Another person I loved died...
Death, death
It seems to be everywhere
Death, death
Funny...I never used to care
First it was my mom who died in a car accident, now my brother killed himself. I still have his death note. I still hear the sound of the gunshot. I still remember the pale, deathly expression on his face when he left this world for another, much better afterlife...
I never used to cry
I thought no one else would die
But I should have known it was a lie
So I'll just lay here, waiting to die
Death.
That's what I have been thinking about since my mom died. Is there a afterlife? If there is, is it better then life on earth?
A better Life after death
That's a nice thought maybe
A better Life after death
I guess I'll just wait and see
But, I never killed myself...even when Dib died...it was what I read in his death note that kept me from killing myself:
Dear Gaz,
I'm so sorry. I'm going away and you know
as well as I do that I won't come back.
As my death wish, I want you to take care
Dad. Please. And I want you to know that
I always loved you even though you never
seem to care about me.
Your brother,
Dib
I never cared...?
Cry, cry
I didn't cared
Die, die
But now I'm scared
I never did seem to care. I was too angry at the world to care. But now, I found out that being mad at the world was pointless...it only lead to Dib's death...
So now I stand alone in this world...though my dad cares more about me, he'll still never understand...he missed too much things to understand. Too many memories lost...I don't know whether I should still take my life or if I should wait...I don't know when to stop my tortured soul from crying...Maybe I'll never know...
The End...
Disclaimer: I don't own Invader Zim but i do own the poem. and don't forget to read and review.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
My Tortured Soul
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
I'll never forget the day Dib killed himself.
I'll never forget the way Dad and me cried for him.
Another person I loved died...
Death, death
It seems to be everywhere
Death, death
Funny...I never used to care
First it was my mom who died in a car accident, now my brother killed himself. I still have his death note. I still hear the sound of the gunshot. I still remember the pale, deathly expression on his face when he left this world for another, much better afterlife...
I never used to cry
I thought no one else would die
But I should have known it was a lie
So I'll just lay here, waiting to die
Death.
That's what I have been thinking about since my mom died. Is there a afterlife? If there is, is it better then life on earth?
A better Life after death
That's a nice thought maybe
A better Life after death
I guess I'll just wait and see
But, I never killed myself...even when Dib died...it was what I read in his death note that kept me from killing myself:
Dear Gaz,
I'm so sorry. I'm going away and you know
as well as I do that I won't come back.
As my death wish, I want you to take care
Dad. Please. And I want you to know that
I always loved you even though you never
seem to care about me.
Your brother,
Dib
I never cared...?
Cry, cry
I didn't cared
Die, die
But now I'm scared
I never did seem to care. I was too angry at the world to care. But now, I found out that being mad at the world was pointless...it only lead to Dib's death...
So now I stand alone in this world...though my dad cares more about me, he'll still never understand...he missed too much things to understand. Too many memories lost...I don't know whether I should still take my life or if I should wait...I don't know when to stop my tortured soul from crying...Maybe I'll never know...
The End...