Dear Diary,
Hi my name is Renesme I am a half human and half vampire. My mother is Bella Cullen, and my Father is Edward Cullen. As far as anyone knows I am going to live forever. But that is not true. I will die, I know this because I want to kill myself.
No, Bella and Edward don't know. I am 9 years old but I look 18. My life has been pretty good except for the fact that I am wanted by the Volturi.
I have hidden my feelings from all the Cullen's, trust me it's been hard. I have a lot of alone time since Jacob and the pack were killed by the Cullen's. Yes the Cullen's did kill them it was a hidden tactic: Trust then Kill. Honestly I am glad it happened I have thought of killing Jacob many times.
One other thing: I killed Charlie and Renee. There was nothing better than the taste of fresh blood. I can't believe how fast humans run out of blood.
As you can tell I am more vampire than human. I honestly do not care what I am, I just want to die. I am not supposed to be a half-blood one or the other.
Luckily there is a lava canyon opening in 3 days time. I don't believe any one else knows, I will just disappear and no one will care.