A/N: this is my first fanfic. Thought I'd give it a go. R&R please!!
Disclaimer: I do not own these characters or any of the Twilight series. All of these characters belong to Stephenie Meyer.
Light of My Life
"Edward? Edward? Hello? Edward?" Alice's voice pulled me out of my daydream.
"Oh. Um, sorry. What?" I replied.
Edward, what's gotten into you? All this over the new girl? I haven't seen you like this since…well, I haven't seen you like this at all!
Alice knew something was wrong, otherwise she would have spoken out loud. I made a minor twitch in my head, motioning for her to follow me outside. I swiftly ran out the door, and Alice followed. I kept going until I was sure that we were out of earshot of the rest of our family.
"Ok, so what's going on?" She asked me, the slightest hint of impatience to her voice. What could I tell her? Surely she knows what I am going to do – shouldn't I be the one asking the questions?
Alice guessed my thoughts, "Listen Edward, you keep changing your mind. All I see is flashes of Bella's dead body, then I see her as a vampire, and then I see you moving to Alaska – I can't keep up with it all!"
"Ok ok ok. I understand. But Alice, you have to help me. You have no idea what kinds of emotions I was feeling today. She just smelt so…good. What can I do? I hate her Alice, she made me come so close to ruining everything Carlisle has worked so hard for. She almost made me ruin our secret! How could she?" I needed to get everything out. Poor Alice, I never meant for all of this to involve her so completely, but I needed to vent.
"Did you ever consider, well…" Alice trailed off mid-sentence.
"What Alice?" I questioned.
Don't worry. It's stupid. I shouldn't have said anything. Alice thought. She wouldn't even speak to me now.
"Alice…" What could be so stupid, she wouldn't tell me?
"Nothing Edward," I glowered at her, "Fine, I was just thinking, could it be, well…love?" If Alice still had blood flowing through her veins, her face would have flushed a bright pink colour. I could tell she was embarrassed.
"How could I love that…that thing, Alice? Have you been hearing me? She could have completely ruined us!"
"I know Edward, I know. It's just that…you were confused. You said that you thought you hated her. You haven't experienced love before. It all adds up," Her voice was growing quieter and quieter, I was having trouble hearing it, let alone humans.
"Alice…" What else could I say? I clearly was not in love with…Bella – I forced myself to use her name – and Alice couldn't help me if she thought I did… I ran back home.
A/N: I know it's short but I thought I should wait for what you guys thought of it before I continued. Reviews would be greatly appreciated!!