In real life
I'm waking up alone
It's one more night
You didn't make it home
And one more time
You won't pick up the phone
Sitting on the uncomfortable couch the dinner I had made was definetly cold and he was still not home. Was that even what he thought of this house that was now cold and empty. Ray Cruze is not the fairytale I was looking for.
In real life
You never bring me flowers
When you're here
It's only for an hour
I'm getting used
To being on my own
When it comes to a competition between me and his work. The CIA always comes first. Our first anaversary was cancelled and apperntly 'no biggy' Ray was once again on a mission abroad doing god knows what.
Because in real life
You're not what I thought
Real life
This isn't what I want
Guess things aren't always what they seem
When I dreamed of my wedding it was the happiest day of my life along with every day after it. I see now that it is infact nothing like that.
But in my dreams
I'm waking up to roses
Champagne kisses
I know it's
Always, always gonna be
Gonna be this way
I am happiest when my imaganation runs wild. I dream of the life I wish I had with my distant husband.
In my dreams
You're standing right beside me
Two hearts
Finally colliding
Then I wake up
And realize, realize
This is real life
This is real life
Real life
It's time for a change no more lies and secret misssions. I fell in love with Ray and now I have fell out.
In real life
It doesn't always work out
People fall
In love and then they fall out
Hearts can break
And never make a sound
Disapointment is something I have experienced far to much. I never had much of a father, childhood or family. I will not go through the same with my husband.
Because in real life
You're not what I thought
Real life
This isn't what I want
Guess things aren't always what they seem
When my head reaches the pillow I don't think about the empty bed. My divorce or my work I let my dreams take me to the bliss I am praying for in real life.
But in my dreams
I'm waking up to roses
Champagne kisses
I know it's
Always, always gonna be, gonna be this way
This time in my dreams I don't see Ray. How could I have missed the one person that has done everything for me. The person that trailed through hell and back to simply avenge me.
In my dreams
You're standing right beside me
Two hearts
Finally colliding
Then I wake up
And realize, realize
This is real life
The person that gave me hope for all these wonderfull things to be felt in real life.
Just when I thought this was all real life could be
Somebody came along and made my dream reality
Tony.
And now in real life
I'm waking up to roses
Champagne kisses
I know it's
Always, always gonna be
Gonna be this way
As we finally said I do this time I knew I was getting things right. I finally found the missing peice of my puzzle.
In my dreams
He's standing right beside me
Two hearts
Finally colliding
When I wake up
I realize, realize
This is real life3!
AN: I hope you guys likes it. I REALLY HATE Ray;) as many Tiva fans do. Please review I do like some constructive reviews hope you guys liked it..KML3!