This story has already been part written, but I felt it needed a re-write and wanted it to be a completely fresh story. I am sticking with the same basic ideas and there will be chapters in this story that are barely changed from the first, but there are some subtle changes - mainly dates, but also some quite major plot changes. I hope people enjoy this as much as they did before. Let me know if you want to add anything, I'll credit people will ideas if I include them :)
Blurb.
When something is too painful...too overwhelming...we deny it. If it didn't happen, it can't hurt us. Right?
At 21, Hermione Granger has been through more than enough pain in her short life. She has survived Dementors. She was tortured by Death Eaters and actually fought Voldemort himself.
But nothing could ever hurt her as much as this.
How can she ever get over the death of her family?
It should have been her. She had been the one that put them in danger every day, just by fighting alongside her friends. The Death Eaters were after her. She should have died that day.
She killer her family.
Running away feels like her only option, but what about the memories? She can't run away from those. Or can she?
Now she has to fight something that has always been there for her. Her own memory.
Can she get past this final hurdle and take control of her life?
And what has the notorious Sirius Black got to do with it all?