Beautiful. Simply beautiful. That dark figure illuminated only by a faint light from the screen. His eyes are beautiful; I mean with such deepness… you can almost fall there. Looking at them is like being in a dream, they can almost kill you with a simple look, and still they're awesome. Blue. Blue like the sea… bluer… like the sky… bluer… I can't compare them with nothing… beautiful is the word. Every thing looked for that big couple of eyes is blessed… They're not even watching the movie… how I wish to be THAT they're fixing.
Blond… his hair is blond… beautiful. Just two words can describe his hair… golden and bright. Such locks are made by gods… they fly with the wind. But there's no wind in here; just the ventilation system. And even in the darkness I can see his hair… short… blond… soft… combed carefully… it smells delicious… how many people found out that? Only me… and maybe… maybe that other person… the person that's touching his hair.
Pale. His skin is pale and soft. I can't explain how burning his touch is. Delicate… slowly he always does that. He doesn't realize anything… I can see it. Such slim body… such perfect plain stomach. I wish to bury my face in it. Stay there forever. An endless dream… his touch… he touches everyone… but only I feel this… rumble inside when he does. Yet, he's not touching me now… I'm far… and out of his sight.
Sweet… at least it seems so. He's lips are slim, pinkish… and dazzling… wonderful might be his touch… to brush 'em with mines… I can't wait… such concentration of pleasure… their only thought is wonderful… might be unforgettable to lock them with mines… beautiful… they are beautiful…
Why? Please world tell me why… can you explain my desire… my lust? I'm doomed to live with this. 2 years and he only sees me like a friend… a trustable friend. For me it was love at first sight…
And I? Well… I'm a foolish redhead… someone with no importance… did he say that? No he didn't, he just smiled and hugged me when I spluttered everything… I couldn't stifle it any longer and admitted my love. But… how to make him understand? It's hard… by the force? … I won't do that. It's his decision… and I'm looking at him wondering why? Why I have to be in love with him? That forbidden guy… delicious… his lotion... his likes…his mistakes… all him is irresistible… I can't… I'll try… I'M trying… I cry.
Those eyes? Those beautiful eyes are gazing other blue eyes.
Those blond locks? Those blonde locks are shorter than those of the other person.
His skin? His soft skin is against other even more pale
His lips? His sweet lips are kissing Naminé's…
My cry? My cry is endless… best friends… this is what best friends are for… lending my house to him and his girlfriend is the most painful thing ever… I'm supposed to be sleeping… instead I'm here, spying 'em, watching all my dreams to crash in a simple kiss.