I sat in the chair with my body shaking. I can feel it. Finally my dream is coming true! My life will be complete. She thought to herself with a smile on her face. She looked over at Cole who was sitting in the chair next to her and he looked more nervous than she was. She grabbed his hand and held it close to her. He looked at her and smiled.
"Hey it's going to be ok." she said. "I know I'm just nervous. I just don't want this time to be like all the others." he said as he stared at their hands. They sat there in silence until the doctor came through the door and Starr and Cole both turned their head as soon as they heard the door open. He looked up from the chart and a frown appeared on his face and she shook his head. "I'm sorry". Starr turned and put her head on Cole's shoulder. He wrapped his arm around her as she silently sobbed. The doctor let the office to give them some time to talk.
"I can't believe it. I was so sure Cole, I could feel it. I don't understand it! I'm so sorry". "Shh shh. You don't have to sorry. It takes time. We will have a child one day" "Cole, it's been 4 years! We've been waiting and hoping and nothing. All I want is to have a family with you. I want you to be a father."."You need to stop beating yourself up over this. I promise you, one day we will have the family we've always dreamed of". Starr looked up and Cole and smiled "How about we go home hunny?" Starr shook her head yes and they walked out of the hospital with her head resting on his shoulder and their hands intertwined.