A/N So this is set after Edward leaves in new moon. I know there have been a lot of these stories done but hopefully this should be different in some way or an other. And to anyone who is reading any of my other stories i am SOOO sorry that i haven't updated.I have a serious case of writers block and have basically ran out of the spark to continue writing. Sorry. Anyways enough of me blabbering... Enjoy and if you want you could drop by a nice little review or a bad one if you feel it's needed..

Summary

Ater Edward leaves in New Moon bella is still heartbroken but is slowly getting over things and she is just plain angry. What happens when Edward and Bella meet later on..??

Chapter 1- Fuck that was unexpected

He left. Simple, nothing more than that he left me because i obviously wasn't good enough. He said he didnt love me and that i was nothing more to him than a distraction. How could he? In my eyes he is no better than the sadistic bastards that were James and Victoria!

What's the point in still keeping up appearances in this life. I have nothing else to live for do i? Seriously when you think about it my life for the past year had revolved around Edward and the rest of the Cullens. I have to stop thinking like this. It has been nearly 3 months and i am still going on like a silly little school girl, but i suppose i am a little school girl although i wouldn't go as far as to say i was a silly one.

With the day just starting i made my way out of bed and in to the bathroom to start my daily routine of getting showered etc etc. I decided to just wear an oversized to with some leggings and a pair of Ugg's because that will make things more easy when im out walking to find the meadow today. I don't know wether i should be doing this or not but it was a satarday and they always dragged by the most. I made my way down stairs and wrote a note to carle saying i was away for a walk and would be home for dinner. He would probably be at the Blacks untill later tonight but just incase he came home early and wondered were i was.

It was so cold outside even though it was meant to be May but not for Forks it was winter weather all year round with its contstant thick sheet of looming clouds just hanging over any beauty that may come from the sun. Is that how Edward seen me just the constand clouds over his shining beauty. Probably i was just a pain for him, a thorn in the side, unwanted and the part that hurt the most unloved. While i was contemplating all of this i hadn't realised were i had been walking and was now in the meadow. It no longer held its beauty that it once had. To me it was just a pile of grass and some weeds that no longer looked like beautiful flowers, quite sad when you think about it. I think i picked the wrong time to come to this meadow i was to angry for it to hold any real meaning to me, all my mind kept screaming is he fucking left me. How dare he. Not the not loving me part, the making his family leave me as welL, or did they just think it was a joke as well? i was some sort of pet the way humans have dog's for entertainment and some sort of companionship?

While i was contemplating all this which i knew i had to take a break from because my head is seriously starting to get fucking sore! I heard a branch snapping and i turned to right to see a dark fugure walking out of the tree's and i instantly knew it was Laurent and the scary thing was i didn't give two shits. He was gliding in towards the meadow looking as gracious as any vampire.

"Hello Bella" His voice rang out in its own sound of charm and as smooth as silk but still held a husky sound to it. I didn't know what to do, talk and see what happens or be a nasty little bitch figures i'm going to die either way with the look in his black eyes glaring at me.

"Hi laurent, if you don't mind me cutting it short and ignore greetings and girly fucking catch ups. What the fuck can i do you for?" The look on his face showed one of shock for a split second before it returned to one of sheer laughter and i couldn't help but laugh as well. Like a real laugh were your eyes water and your sides hurt.

"Well Bella, i certainly was not expecting that, but ok. I'm here because of what Victoria told me she had planned for you. Have you ever heard of the volturi bella?"

A/N So soory to leave a kind of cliffie but it was the natural ending to that chapter so yeah.

And OMG i told my step sister i was a major team jasper/Jackson Rathbone fan and she went

and bought a big massive poster of him :O personaly i think that's wrong bot oh well :D

I will update soon i have half of chapter 2 already half way complete and the other half forming

in my head lol :D Review please :D