My heart can't help beating.
Just like I can't help loving.
Her face is etched in my mind.
Her fingertips are etched on my skin.
I can't help it when I sit outside and think of her.
Sleepless nights are spent outside, alone.
On the beach, where she loved to look out and see.
The horizon and sun set over near the edge of earth.
This might be the first time I've spent the night here without her.
This might be the last.
But, I won't worry.
She still has a couple minutes.
It's not like, we're dating or anything.
No matter how bad I wish we were.
But, I know that wishing won't do anything.
She tells me that she isn't ready.
She doesn't know if she'll ever be ready.
Having to tell all her family, her friends, and everybody else who wants to care.
They shouldn't care.
But, they do.
She shouldn't care.
But, she does.
I shouldn't care that she cares.
But, I'm in love.
I will wait forever and a half.
If I have to, I will sit here on the beach till she's ready.
I know, I seem a little 'whipped', as my friends like to call it.
But I don't care.
I love her with all my heart.
I know that she loves me.
Even if she won't show it for everyone to see.
I'm the only one that sees the look in her eyes when we're alone in her room.
When we've spent all those countless nights just enjoying each others company.
Secretly, I cherish them even more than she knows.
I'll never know if that one moment could be our last.
When I'm lying in bed at night, I get so scared.
Scared of her leaving me and never giving me a chance.
Thoughts just plague my mind and get me even more nervous and sad.
But, I always seem to fall asleep peacefully.
Just because, I know that if nothing goes right this time, then next time, it might be okay.
Maybe not this lifetime, but maybe the next one.
So, I'll just sit on the beach, and wait for her to come to me.
When she's ready, we'll be together.
I just know we are meant to be.
I can feel it.
I can feel it in my heart.
I can feel it in my soul.
I can feel her love.
My love.
AN: not very good, just typed it up in about 7 minutes. I just briefly checked over for mistakes. I have a basketball game later! just thought I should add that. R&R, oh yeah, this can be taken from any POV, Moliver, Loliver, Liley, Mikiley, Jiley, Niley, Loe etc. Intended for Liley when written.