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Title: Stay
Olivia Benson lied in the arms of the one she has loved for going on 9 years now. She could think of no other place in the world she wanted to be. Memories of the previous hours filled her head "Did I really orgasm THAT many times?"
As if reading her mind, her partner, and best friend, said: "Livvy, did you really orgasm that many times?" She hated how she loved that shit-eating grin.
And as if like clock work, his phone rang, and he rushed out the room.
I've been sittin' here stairin' at the clock on the wall
And I've been layin' here prayin'
Prayin' she won't call
It's just another call from home and you'll get it and be gone and I'll be cryin'
And I'll be beggin' you baby
Beg you not to leave
But I'll be left here waitin'
My Heart on my sleeve
Oh for the next time we'll be here seems like a million years and I think I'm dyin'
Why don't you stay
I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of bein' lonely
Don't I give you what you need
When she calls you to go
There is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way
Baby, why don't you stay
What do I have to do to make you see
She can't love you like me
A few minutes after Elliot left, she recieced a text: "Soon, Liv." From El of course. What could she say? Isn't this what she always wanted? Didn't he promise that he'd leave her again, this time for good?
You keep tellin' me baby
There will come a time
When you will leave her arms
And forever be in mine
But I don't think that's the truth
And I don't like bein' used and I'm tired of waitin'
It's too much pain to have to bare
To love a man you have to share
She wiped the tears from her eyes, got up and went to take a shower. Looking in the mirror after and touching her reflection in disbelief, she says, "Olivia, how did you get here? You always swore you'd never live this way."
Next week, same time as every week, he called. "We still on for tonight? Gotta beat last weeks record!"
I can't take it any longer but my will is gettin' stronger
And I think I know just what I have to do
I can't waste another minute
After all that I've put in it
I've given you my best
Why does she get the best of you
Tears rose to her eyes, and without another thought she closed her phone, finishing the thing she had longed for since she laid eyes on Elliot Stabler. Falling back on her bed, Olivia pulled her pillow and gently whispered:
Why don't you stay
I'm up off my knees
I'm so tired of bein' lonely
You can't give me what I need
When she begs you not to go
There is one thing you should know
I don't have to live this way
Baby why don't you stay
Okay, be honest. Brutally honest. I can take it, I hope!! I'm no writer, but this song screamed SVU to me!! lol.