A/N: Okay so this is only my 2nd story and i wasnt sure wether to post it or not but i thought what the heck.

Please dont be too mean, i dont mind a bit of critisism but too much hurts peoples feelings!

Disclaimer: I dont own Twilight! Unfortunetly!!

Crazy maybe but not impossible

BPOV

"You did this to me! Why? I don't want to be like this anymore! I want to grow old and die! Edward I can't take this anymore, everyone I loved is dead or dieing! Am I supposed to live with that Edward? Well I cant, I cant forget and it's killing me, if that was possible." I screamed, if I could cry my face would have been tear stained.

"Bella. You asked for this. Years ago I tried to tell you about this life, our life. You choose to become one of us. I never wanted to change you." He stayed so calm and it drove me crazy!

"Edward Cullen! Don't you dare blame this on me! I had no choice but to become one of you! You got me pregnant! Not that I don't love Nessie or anything, she's my world but she nearly killed me! Heck if I hadn't been changed she would have killed me! From the first time I met you I was destined to become one of you!" I screamed even louder than before.

"Bella, are you saying that you wish you never met me? I'm sorry but you wanted this. What was I supposed to do? I loved you, I just wanted to give you what you wanted." He was still so calm but it made me even madder.

"Yes Edward! I wish I had never met you!" I regretted the words straight after they had left my mouth and then everything went black.

"Hello Miss. Are you okay?" a voice said. I opened my eyes, the clouds were dull and the scent of moss filled the air. There was only one place on this earth I knew that was like this. Forks.

"Yes, thank you. Would you mind telling me where we are?" I asked while standing up, making sure I didn't move to fast,

"We're in Forks miss. Are you okay did you hit your head? Do you need to go to the hospital?"

"No! No, I'm fine thank you. What is the date today?"

"It's the 18th January. Are you sure your okay?" He was concerned

"I'm perfectly fine thank you. Just a little confused but I'm sure I'll live." I laughed. In all fairness I was confused. Confused how I blacked out in London and woke up in Forks. Confused how I blacked out in April 10th and woke up January 18th. January 18th, why was that so familiar?

"Sir what year is it?" I was sure I sounded like a person with memory loss.

"2004. Are you sure your okay? You sound like you don't know anything." He pressed his hand to my forehead before I could stop him. He instantly pulled his hand away.

"Miss your deathly cold. How long have you been out?" At least one thing hadn't changed. I was still a vampire.

"Ermm… About an hour or so. It's not a big deal I'm always cold."

"Well Miss…" he paused waiting for my name, I answered with the first name that popped into my head,

"Stella. My name's Stella." He smiled

"Nice to meet you Stella but I have to go sorry but get well soon yeah and find a hospital if you get any worse." I nodded as he walked over to his car. January 18th 2004? OMGOSH that's the day I moved back to Forks. 50 years ago, I had moved in with my father, Charlie, after my mum got remarried and tomorrow would be my first day at Forks High School, the first day I spotted the godlike creature Edward Cullen. Edward? Where was Edward? I had a flashback,

"Yes Edward! I wish I had never met you!" I regretted the words straight after they had left my mouth and then everything went black.

My wish! Was life giving me a 2nd chance to correct all the mistakes I had made. To live my life the way it was supposed to be. That I could meet a man, get married and have kids without turning in to a bloodthirsty vampire. I ran straight to my home, I stayed in the forest and watched as the cruiser pulled up. Charlie, if I could cry I would has defiantly shed a tear, and past me got out the car and walked in the house. I watched as Charlie and I headed up to my old room. I couldn't watch anymore, seeing Charlie had made my mind up. I wasn't going to meet Edward Cullen, I wasn't going to marry him, I wasn't going to have his baby and I most defiantly wasn't going to become a vampire!