there are faces
in the crowd
from so many places
you can't scream out loud
.
no remembering
no regrets now
this is it
this is you
no backing down
.
don't think about
what he used to say
leave nothing
to contemplate
.
you used to tell him
that, "one day, i'll run away."
you used to tell him
that, "i'm sick of playing your games."
.
too many people right here
right now
they don't know
don't know about . . .
.
you look back and
see lines on your thighs
you look back and
see black in his eyes
.
nothing here worth standing for
.
good girls don't complain
they deal with the pain
bad boys don't care
they aren't really fair
.
(move on from him. you haven't. not really)