Wow so hunger games and divergent... But with a hint of gay :) Yeah I got bored a wrote this don't worry I will update my other story it's just I have been in London, where I found orces nest and had bubble tea, and went to practically everywhere they did on the day in our life Christmas version... It was a accident aswell I was actually trying to find a theater cause I was watching a production but ended up recreating their foot steps. Where they go shopping to is a pretty rubbish place to shop aswell... I couldnt find any good shops there. Annnyyywayyyy I'm rambling so enjoy! :3

This was my life.

They were 16 of us cramped into a tiny house trying to get by. At first it was hell but I manged to live with everyone. I even started getting along with most of my room mates. We found it hard when it came to sharing the bathroom but we manged getting through the pushing and the shoving in mornings. I was lucky I got under the stairs so I was by myself, with no one els to annoy me or snore loudly to me as I slept.

I all started when they came and killed us. They drove tanks through the street marking us and taking certain people away with them, which was mainly girls of any age. My sister went with them. They raped and beated them severaly but never killed them, which on some level made me happy knowing she wasn't going to die at the arms of them. But at the same time tore me apart.

They were called The guardians and they took over everywhere, leaving blood and destruction where every they went. The day they came I was reading one of my books that I had bought the day previously, and I wasn't to surprised on there sudden outburst. Gun power flew everywhere as I jumped up shoving the book down the back of pants and running into the living room to find my sister Eva sat there her eyes hooked to the flames roaring on the other side of the window.

I grabbed her allowing her warmth to spend through me like wildfire, before dragging her towards the back door and running away from the house as quickly as possible. We made our way into the backstreets screams and cries erupting from all around us, the smell of burning fueling the air.

We wandered slowly down the street frantically looking for a way out, her ocean blue eyes opened wide in fear. We creeped round the corner to see a old man with a white beard and pleading eyes hold his hands up to a Guardian holding a gun between his eyes at point black rage...

BANG!

I grabbed Eva as quickly as possible closing my eyes in horror, and swing her back round the corner pinning her against the wall. She screamed loudly as I covered her mouth with my hands stoping the noises escaping her lips. A small tear formed dripping down her face as my heart rate began to increase rapidly. I gasped for air shaking my head slightly and peering round the corner again slowly.

The man was laid still on the floor his brain matter and blood spreading across the pavement, his eyes still with the same deep sorrow we had seen them as a second ago. Burring her head into my neck Eva cried silently before I lifted her up, placing small kiss on her forehead.

"I love you don't worry you will be okay"

"Promise?"

"Promise."

That was the last thing I said to her before they found us, dragging Eva from me her screaming still haunting me to this day. I held my tears in until I was alone not wanting to show any weakness, but it was stupid I was very weak and just need her next to me. The thought of some man hurt her turned my stomach making me feel sick.

I was blue. They set us apart from one and other. I didn't know what the colours where for but it was the way we lived by. No communication with another colour or they would kill you. I never took the risk, it wasn't worth it. I pulled my boots on taking a deep breathe before pushing the back door open and making my way out side. We needed fire wood and that was my job.

I enjoyed this job, it allowed me to go out of the house and get some fresh air. I could think about things and relax. I had my own little area in which the guardians couldn't find me where I read my book and rested for a bit. It was little my happy place.

I glanced through my pages taking a seat on a branch and smiling softly to myself as I began to read. It wasnt my favorite book but I couldnt be picky really could I. I imagined the scenes happening in my head giggling at the funny parts and gasping at the cliffhangers (That I had already read about 50 times but still brought a sense of horror each time I read it). I enjoyed it here.

"What you reading?" I jumped out of my skin, falling off the log and smackng my head against a tree. I gasped in disbelief to see a boy smiling brightly at eyes widened in horror as he saw me smack my head. He was the colour white.

"You okay?" He asked a concerned look written across his face. Why was he talking to me? It was forbid unless he was from my colour! I pulled myself up onto my feet brushing my self down and grabbing my book.

"Y-you shouldn't be Ermm t-talking to me" I stuttered watching he face fall suddenly as he notice my colour that was strapped to my arm band. He looked around quickly try to see any guardians then smiling once more.

"They can't see us here it's okay" He sat down on the log guiding me towards it, and for some reason I followed. I could get killed for this! It's forbid! But I fell into his eyes and there was not getting out.

I shook uncontrollably, biting my lip hard as I picked up my logs and smiling slightly at him. His chocolate brown hair sung in a different direction to mine, and his slightly tanned complexion made me blush slightly. His hazelnut eyes lit up when they locked with mine, and his pale pink lips made me gulp hard and my urge to kiss them slowly.

I noticed the logs beneath his feet and guessed that he had the same job as me, collecting wood for fire. "Why are you talking to me?" I asked staring at the floor. If I looked at him one more time my heart would explode. I heard him sigh slightly as I felt his eyes at the back of my head.

"I don't know you looked cute" I blushed harder a small smile escaping my lips, but my eyes stayed focused towards the floor.

"we could get killed"

"That's a risk I'm gonna have to take... Plus there all full of bullshit. The fucking Guardians whatever they call themselves, I have this dream where we rise up to them and take them down and get our life back..." He jumped up onto his feet beaming a smile and me, holding his hand out for me to reach. I grabbed his hand, his warmth running through me as my stomach did a 360 degrees turn.

"I wanna live my life not just get by" I looked up at him nodding slightly as he placed a small tender kiss upon my lips. I gasped closing my eyes slowly and melting into the kiss. Why did something so wrong feel so right? He wrapped his arms round my waist as I fell into his warmth. He let go of my lips slowly looking into my eyes. I smiled slightly feeling the tears well up in my eyes.

My hands clasped round my mouth, as I took a small step backwards, in a desperate retreat. I held my breath unable to catch that sweet breath of fresh air, which was hanging around me.

I was a dead man breathing. I panicked and ran away from him as fast as I could. Leafs crunched under my feet my eyes started dropping, as I started to sink down lower and lower into the ground, practically eating the dirt. I closed my eyes for a brief moment them recovered myself trying to pull myself onto my feet again. But collapsing again.

I cried. Tears spilled down my face one after the other. Why did I allow him to do that! I wanted to stay but i knew I couldn't if they found out they would kill us both. I cried.