October 10th

Dear diary,

I don't know how much more of this I can take. I am confined in here. Day and night, and night and day. After awhile the days became nights and nights became nothing. Everything is nothing and nothing is everything. When did this happen? When did I lose track of time? Has it been days, months, or years? I cannot remember. After awhile they stopped visiting all together. They were my only escape of this life of solitude. I HATE IT! I want to see the outside world again! I want to be able to go on missions again and talk to my friends and teammates again. Do they remember I am in here? Do they remember who I am? I remember them. How could I forget those green eyes or that pink hair? Or how sensei was always late? Or how teme's hair was oddly shaped like a chicken. Now it is only Kyuubi and me. But what kind of company is a fox that is in your mind? It is not good company that much is for sure. But I guess Kyuubi's better company than no one at all. Though I do wish, they would come back for me. I wish they would walk through that door with ramen and bright colors. But they are not going to show. They never are coming back for me. They have forgotten about me, or they just do not care anymore. It is all because of Kyuubi. If Kyuubi was not inside of me, I would not be in here. I would not have been forgotten, hated, or mistreated! I never did anything to anyone. I just wanted to be respected and for someone to notice me. Well I was noticed, but not they way I had planned. Iruka-sensei was the first to show me any kindness. He knew about Kyuubi, but did not hate me for it. It is now getting too dark to write and I am having trouble concentrating now. So our time together has come to an end once again. Thank you for being my friend and for listening.

Naruto