i dont know what came over me.
i was going to kill myself.
just to be with you.
now i know.
i wont give up.
i will find you.
i wont just let you just fade away!
im tired of haveing to lose.
just to win.
im not sure what it is.
but i can feel you.
i can feel your presence here.
like you stopped me from killing myself.
i spoke to the faith.
it was in my dreams.
they asked me if i wanted to walk with you again.
i said yes.
then i woke up.
for some reason.
i feel like we will meat soon.
love conquers all.
my love for you tidus.
it is an eternal love.
one that will never disapear.
its funny.
i can hear you in my dreams.
i can hear your whistle.
and then i wake up.
and i now realize.
i wake up everytime because my dream isnt real.
and i know that you are.
i will find you tidus.
my love....