chapter 1

Roses pov

Why did he leave? Why am I not enough for him I thought that he loved me I guess I was wrong and now that I am sitting here crying, and since when does Rose Hathaway cry I guess that when he left me he took all my strength with him. But I can't do this I can't let it get the better of me and I won't let not anymore not after all of this. He promised that he would never leave but he broke that promise so I'm not going to allows it to upset me any longer.

So, I got up and walked to Lissa's room 'I guess it is time to come clean' I thought to myself as I knocked on her door, within 30 seconds she was standing in front of me. "Rose have you been crying",she asked me.

"Can I come in I promise I'll tell you everything once I get inside", she looked at me with a worried look but let me in without a word anyway.

"Okay now that you are inside are you gonna tell me what is going on?, Liss asked me.
"Okay, so as you know Dimitri was my mentor and is now gone, she nodded her head, anyway we weren't just student mentor we are or were in love well at least I thought we were but I was the only one to feel that way and now that he is gone I don't know what to do", I said and yet again I started crying what is up with all this crying, immediately she wrapped her arms around me.

" Oh my god Rose I'm so sorry I don't know what to say I just wish you would have told me sooner", Lissa said.

"I know I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner", I said. "It's okay I understand why you didn't tell me sooner, but it all makes sense now with the way you guys looked at each other but what doesn't make sense is him leaving the way he did", she said

"That's what I'm trying to figure out" I said.

"Wait dimitri did give me this today and told me to give it to you when I see you", she said handing me a letter.

Roza,

If your reading this I'm already gone. Please understand that I am doing this for you. You need to live a real life not one of secrets and lies. But please always know that I love you more then you will ever know and I always will. But please move on and forget about me it is what's best for you.

Love,

Dimirti.

Yet again I started crying and handed the letter off Lissa. She read it quickly, when she was done she pulled me into a hug and told me that everything was going to be okay. I really hope she is right.

Sorry that chapter was so short this is my first fanfiction. please review also this is very loosely based off the books as I will have a character who is dead in the books alive and active in the story. I will include some events that have happened in books but most of it will be made up by me. Also I do not own VA or any of the characters associated