I woke up next to Edward. Last night had been amazing but I knew it wouldn't last the whole day, given our situation. "Edward get up." I nudged him. "Don't you know that I don't sleep Jacob." He said to me. I sighed. "Yeah I caught that." I replied. He looked at me with curious eyes. "What's wrong?" He asked.
I shook my head. "All of this is wrong and you know it." I pointed out. "I mean you're a vampire, I'm a werewolf. You're with Bella and I'm 'supposedly' in love with her." I told him. "Jacob." He touched my arm. The icy cold sensation made my skin tingle.
"Edward you know we are just going to leave here and pretend like we're not waiting for every chance to get back together." I said sadly. He looked out of the window. "I bought this place so that we could come back every chance we got." He turned back and looked me in the eyes. Their gold color drawing me in.
"Yes I know, but that still doesn't make the hiding any less complicated or hard for either of us. I mean are you ever going to tell Bella you're gay with her best friend who is allegedly in love with her. I mean why did you want me to do that anyways?" I ranted.
I could see Edward roll his eyes and begin pulling on his clothes. "Jake, please understand that I'm doing everything I can to make this possible for us." He reasoned. I was stubborn so I didn't exactly see it his way at the time. "What by hiding us in your fancy get away apartment?" I crossed my arms.
He came over and grabbed my torso from behind, resting his head on my shoulder. "Please don't get upset. I will figure this out so that we won't have to worry about hiding anymore." He kissed my cheek. "But for now we have to go live our double life." He joked. I wasn't amused. "Fine." I grumbled, throwing on my clothes.
Edward kissed me tenderly. "It'll be okay." I faked a half smile as he went around the back and got into his silver Volvo. He sped off and I was left. I got onto my black motorcycle and headed back to La Push. Once I got back the guys swarmed me. "So how was your crazy city night?" They all huddled around. "Alright I guess." I said to them, in a bad mood.
This wasn't enough to get them off my back so I made up a story. "I went to this bar, met a girl, had a few drinks, and then fucked her. Is that it?" I snapped. They all hooted like dumbasses and I went into my house. My dad was in the living room. "Had fun?" He asked. I nodded and finally got to my room, shutting and locking the door.
It had been months at least since I had transformed, in fear that the pack would get into my thoughts and figure out the whole story, (Which would be terrible, considering Edward and I had worked so hard to keep us a secret thing). I began to calm down. I mean it wasn't necessarily Edward's fault that we were stuck hiding our affection. I guess Bella was just the easiest way for the both of us to hide.
It was surprisingly easy to pretend to be in love with her. Edward was even better at it than I was. Hell, he had even married her. The whole werewolf imprint though sucked. I had imprinted on their baby Renesmee unintentionally and against my will. Yeah, the situation sucked. I didn't want to rip Bella's heart into little pieces by telling her that Edward and I were gay together, but she was going to have to find out sometime.
I was wandering in my thoughts when there was a knock on my door. "Jacob, phone call for you." My dad said. I got up and picked up the phone. "Hello?" I waited and Bella responded. "Hey Jake! Come over please. Edward just got back from hunting and well I think it'd be good bonding time for all of us." I ran my hand across the top of my head. "Alright Bells, I'll be right over." She sounded happy. "Okay see ya soon." I hung up and headed out.