I NEED YOU

Hi I'm new to fan fiction and this is my very first story about Twilight I have read loads of stories about twilight I just love it and I hope you love mine!!! Please read and review kaitlin98 xx

APOV

'Oh Edward Oh Edward Oh Edward I need you where are you when I need you, its horrible thinking you have died sometimes I think this is just a crazy dream but it's not your really dead. I would be no where if Alice hadn't helped though it I keep thinking it's my fault I was the one driving the car when we crashed I just love you so much' said Bella as we sat crying over his grave.

'It will be fine Bella we will get though it I promise' I keep saying it over and over again she doesn't believe me I don't either but I want to believe it so does Bella I should know cause she keeps saying it over and over again.

We were walking back to the car when she collapsed I didn't know what to do it was a good thing I had phone or I wouldn't be able to phone the hospital.

The hospital said, 'right we will be there straight there where are you?' 'Forks Graveyard' I replied worriedly. 'See you there soon' said the doctor.

'Where am I', said Bella , 'Your at the hospital you collapsed in the graveyard' I said..

'Oh well can I leave now' 'No you can't you still need to do a test them you can go' said a passing nurse.

BPOV

'I'm home at last thank goodness, hi Char-Dad' 'Oh hi I was so worried after I found out what happened' said Charlie 'Are you ok ?'

'Yeah Dad I'm fine it nothing major I only collapsed besides Alice got me to the hospital I'm fine really Dad.

'Well ok .

I went to bed I was so tired, that was the first night I had a nightmare about my beautiful Edward. The next morning I rang Alice telling her not to give me a lift to school because I wasn't going to school it would remind me to much of Edward she was fine with telling me ' To try and go to sleep' Was she insane I know you trying to help but even her help couldn't stop me missing Edward 'Oh I need you so much Edward it's insane'

I rang Alice and told her to come over I told her I feel weird but I don't know what about. Alice was over 10 minutes after I rang I don't know what I would do with out her. 'So Bella I'll stay for few days long enough for you to sort your self out, Where's Charlie? She asked. 'Oh he's out of town for a few days'.

'Right do you have a spare bedroom I need unpacked quickly so we can talk about your problems' said Alice.

'Ok upstairs 2nd door on the right I'll put the kettle on'.

'Right I'm all unpacked lets talk is the coffee ready' said Alice

'Yeah want to go out in the garden and I'll tell you why I feel wired'.

We walked out to the small garden and sat on the grass.

'Right I feel it's my fault that Edwards dead he didn't deserve to die and I feel so angry all the time it's insane I feel I should of died I want to be with Edward so much I feel so annoyed that he died when I know I shouldn't'.

'Look I know you feel that way that's why I'm staying here silly Edward did not deserve to die we all know that but it is not your fault you need to understand that said Alice calmly. ' Look Alice I'm so sorry for making you stay here you can go if want I can stay here on my own'

'I'm not leaving you on your own I will stay here and when Charlie comes back them I will leave but inform him first of course.

(few days on)

'Oh hi Chief Swan how are you just to let you know Bella is very depressed so I stayed here for a few days while you where away because I knew she couldn't cope on her own' said Alice as my dad walked though the door.

APOV

I stayed a while with Charlie and Bella but I just left I hope Bella gets better I shall have to ring her when I get home just to check on her. 'Oh hi Bella how are you doing' 'Oh great I'm sorry but I really need to go my Dad is taking me to Arizona I see my mum Rene' 'Sure bye .I suppose that will make her get Edward of her mind. I do hope so.

That is the end of my first chapter I hope you liked well I will see that in your reviews (hint hint) I hope you thought it was long enough because when chapter 2 comes out it will be longer

Kaitlin98 xxx R&R