Disclaimer: No, I don't own Harry Potter, surprising though that may be. JK Rowling owns the character, I'm just expanding on what she provides.
…here we go…You don't know what its like,
You don't know how it feels,
You don't have a clue.
You've never suffered my pain,
You've never felt my grief,
You've never cared for me.
Here I am, once again,
Choking on my sorrow,
Drowning in my pain.
I'm used to being alone,
There has never been someone there,
Nobody's ever cared.
You've never been so scared,
You've never felt so helpless,
You've never been violated,
Not like that.
You don't know the torture,
You've never felt the famine,
You've never had hunger pains,
Of starvation to this degree.
Here I am, once again,
Choking on my sorrow,
Drowning in my pain.
Do you know what hurts the most?
The feeling of loneliness,
Knowing that no one cares.
I used to wish for a savior,
I used to hope someone would come,
I dreamed of being saved
Nobody ever cared.
I've suffered alone for so long,
My pleas for help were never heard,
Don't worry,
I'm used to it.
Here I am, once again,
Choking on my sorrow,
Drowning in my pain.
Will you mourn for me?
Will you grieve your loss?
Will you care?
I'm going to end my pain,
I'm going to end my suffering,
I'm going to end my life.
Here I am, once again,
Choking on my sorrow,
Drowning in my pain.
The ache won't go away,
I feel it in my heart,
And it hurts,
It hurts so much.
I lay in a pool of my own blood,
And you know what?
It feels good,
I feel the release.
Here I am, once again,
Choking on my sorrow,
Drowning in my pain.
I'm doing you a favor,
I'm doing this for you,
Don't blame yourself.
You no longer have to worry,
You don't need to pretend to care,
You can live your life.
I'm no longer a tool,
I'm no longer alone,
I'm free.
Here I am, once again,
Choking on my sorrow,
Drowning in my pain.