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and im now brand new

(glitteringlights)

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the ocean air.

[it envelopes her into a blanket of warm salty freshness] and it invigorates her and it makes her feel f r e e and {happy} and amazing.

his face.

hurts her and makes her feel like complete shit but at the end of the day she still fucking l o v e s him too much and it makes her want to punch herself in the face and then kick him in the balls. B U T there's nothing she can do. It's still there and she's lost in [that ocean] of her love of him.

those boys.

there are a lot of them. all over the place. there n e v e r a short supply of boys for Massie Block- she's hot (duh), fun, and funny and perfect and god why does he not love her anymore. why does she love him in all his imperfections and weirdness and assholeality and dick-faced-ness. love is a bunch of bullshit.

the sea.

her motivation for running away. she loves it and it loves her back and its gorgeous (just like her) and she becomes bronze and even more beautiful and she gets lost in it and she becomes a part of it and it makes her happy. it makes her happy. it makes her happy. unlike him.

the world.

it's a fucking shitty place and she hates it. stupid fake-ass bitches at school, girls stealing her boys, blonde hoes running around thinking that they are the shit, cocky-ass guys that only want the popular girls, people thinking their cool cuz they smoke weed and drink and suck random boys' dicks. but she's got to admit. she misses him, she loves him, she hates that stupid ass motherfucker but shes happy. she is happy. she was n e v e r happy with him. and she's finally happy without him and all of his shittiness.

him.

there's suddenly a new him. brand spanking new. with beautiful eyes (way better than poop brown) and wavy brown hair (blond hair is so last year) and a goofy smile (dopey smiles equal turn off). suddenly she rethinks her p a i n and just smiles because even though he has a girlfriend and he goes to a different school she is Massie Block and she is awesome and nobody can stop her.

fin.

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what the fuck was that? I do not know. School is over for me and yeah. I'm happy. and yeah. I'm clearly a bit…crazy. Yeah. Don't flame too hard :P

lovezyou.