I don't own anything

It was a dangerous love.

He wasn't supposed to feel this way, but he did.

These feelings had to be buried.

A delicate fist clenched as it hung loosely by the thigh.

I can't love Ludwig.

That was the only clear thought in his mind as he stood outside of the library. It was acfterschool and nearly everyone was gone by now, but he had promised to meet the German and his Italian friend here for tutoring. Listening closely, the Japanese could hear giggles and angry shouts.

I have no right to love him.

He was aware of Feliciano's feelings towards the blonde, and there was no way he was going to intervene with the Italian's progress.

It'll go away in time. Until then, I just need more self control.

Taking a deep breath he mustered the courage to open the door and walk in. Feliciao turned his head in the other's direction and gave a sunny smile.

"Kiku! We thought you left!"

A weak smile.

Maybe he should have, that way things would be easier.

"Sorry to keep you waiting."

Seating himself across from the two of them, he pulled out his notes and proceeded in finishing his class assignments.

"Ludwig, do you want to get ome ice cream after this?"

Concentration was key.

"No, I'm busy after this."

"Oh c'mon! Why can't we hang out?"

If he concentrated hard enough, he could block everything out.

"I'm just busy; You'd be too if you had a brother like mine."

Feliciano giggled and cuddled up to the German. "Oh Ludwig, you silly pizza pie."

Pain gripped his heart.

Jealousy coursed through his veins.

Self hatred raged in his mind

But he couldn't let those things take him over.

A deep breath.

Just concentrate and keep moving forward.

Just concentrate.

"Kiku, can I talk to you?"

The said student jumped at the sudden request. He had left the building already, but he had no idea he was being tailed.

A giggle. "Sorry, did I scare you?"

"Y-Yes... quite a lot actually." Kiku said, turning around and regaining his composture. "What may I do for you?"

Hesitation was obvious in the Italian's attitude. Shifting brown eyes and his hands wrung together behind him.

"Well, I wanted to ask you for advice... love advice."

Something snapped.

"I've been meaning to ask Ludwig out... to go steady with him and stuff."

Kiku's fingers twitched.

"But I, I'm not sure if it's a good idea to ask him out. What should I do?" Feliciano asked, looking up with glimmering eyes. He was going to cry, he always did when he didn't know what to do with a serious situation. The other took a deep breath and tried to sort himself out.

"What I think you should do," He began. "Is to do what you want. If you don't tell Ludwig about how you... feel, then you'll end up regretting." He finished, his voice wavering by the slightest bit. The brunette blinked, letting it sink in, and when it did he broke into a grin.

"Kiku.. Kiku Thank You!" He said, pulling the other into a warm embrace. Stiffly, Kiku returned the gesture, unsure of what outcome to hope for.

Just bury those feelings, they'll go away.

The air was crisp as he approached the building. His run in with Feliciano yesterday still ran fresh in his mind as he walked. To be truthful, he didn't like the boy, but he didn't hate him either, there was nothing to hate about him. He was just another Italian; sleeping, eating and flirting. No real harm was ever done by the clutzy boy, but progress was never made either. That's probably the reason why he didn't like Feliciano so much; Nothing ever got done.

Just as he stepped through the front gates he heard an all-too-familiar voice calling his name. Putting his best face on, he turned around to greet the boy, but his breath hitched when he saw what was behind him.

"Kiku~! Good morning!" The boy said brightly, half running and half dragging Ludwig as he approached. Dark eyes noted the looped arms and the rouged cheeks on both of their faces, guessing that everyhting went well for the clutzy boy.

A grin teased his lips as he approached the frozen student, giggling every now and then.

"I took your advice, and everything turned out great! Kiku, I owe you so much." He said as he leant in and pecked him gently on the cheek. The other blinked, trying his best to get over his... disappointment?

That, he would figure out later.

"C, Congratulations Feliciano, Ludwig. I hope you find happiness together." He said, joining them as they walked into the school.

There was no turning back now, he hd to put those feelings away, or else everything would go wrong.

There should be a few typos I over looked. Look for them.