BPOV "Isabella Newton"..." Isabella Marie Newton"... I thought to myself, it sounds so wrong. Staring at the rock on my finger, " Was it a bad idea? I have to talk to someone! oh. I wish Alice was still..." My stomach did a somersault... I am sooo guilty. Why didn't i go after him?
FLASHBACK
..."BELLA COME ON. WE HAVE TO SAVE HIM. BELLA COME ON, HE'S GONNA HAVE HIMSELF KILLED!"
" BELLS, DON'T DO THIS HE LEFT YOU HE DIDN'T WANT YOU." JACOB TRIES TO STOP ME.
" GUYS I'VE MADE UP MY MIND. I DON'T WANT ANY OF YOU! YEAH I STILL LOVE EDWARD BUT HE DOESN'T WANT ME." I WALKED BACK TO THE HOUSE. INSIDE I KNEW I SHOULD HAVE GONE, BUT EDWARD DIDN'T WANT ME, I KNEW THAT, FROM THE INTENSITY HE HAD IN HIS EYES ALL THOSE YEARS AGO...
I had caused the massacre of Edward and Alice. But i can't blame myself, I wasn't wanted anymore. I had to face that fact.
" Bells? Bella where are you?" I wandered down stairs, tears pricking in my eyes, to see what Mike wanted. "Are you alright hun? Your eyes are blotchy and red!" I had to tell him... "Mike. Errm I need to talk to you." I tried to explain, "I...I...I don't want to... well i CAN'T be with you anymore?" God i wish i had told him three years ago, this is horrible...
Mike's pov
My face must have shown the horror and pain I felt inside because Bella's face was horrific.
I tried to comprehend what she had just explained. What did she mean she 'CAN'T' be with me anymore? Last night she told me she loved me, did she mean it?
Before I knew what I was doing the anger and jealousy built up inside. Finally it boiled over and I leaned forward and smacked her around the face.I immediately jumped back. I loved this woman, What have I become? I attacked my own wife!
Before I knew it I was out the door, but just before I left I saw the guilt, hurt and sorrow across my beloved's face. I couldn't leave her I had to have an explanation. But I was already in my car driving at 60mph down towards the river...