I cannot believe this is happening
No, no, no, it can't have, not possible:
It's just another nightmare, I'm dreaming.
My silent screams of horror, inaudible.
Sirius O. Black, you cannot be dead!
If I had not promised, I would follow
Stabbing this weary heart now made of lead
I feel only greif, my words are hollow.
But new love may pull me from the abyss.
She is so happy, carefree, lighthearted
Just what I need; dulls the pain I don't miss
But guilt shadows this love new discovered.
Siri, I can't forget you, no matter
How I try; my heart must surely shatter.