FK: Well,to explain this, I have to say I am sort of in Kiba's place right now and the only way I feel better is by writing. So I decided to write this when I listened to the Spanish song "Yo Quisiera" by Reik! The story is based on the song. And just in case, it's Kiba's point-of-view. Anyways,hope you enjoy!
And here we are again, same damn thing. Pay attention to me,now! She sits next to me, her head on my shoulder,her long blueish hair in a pony tail, her uniform's skirt being stained with tears,and she keeps sniffing and crying. All because of the moron I call my best friend,Naruto. I want to punch the fucker in the face so hard!
The girl crying on my shoulder is Hinata,my girl best friend,she and Naruto had been dating for a while and he just broke up with her today. And so,here we are, sitting on the bleachers and cutting class.
"K-k-kiba-kun, why is life so cruel with my feelings?" she cried and hugged me. I could only hug her back and comfort her.
I don't even need to ask her what I mean to her. I'm her best friend, her handkerchief of tears because of lost lovers. She always asks me of ways to keep herself from getting hurt and I wish I could say,"Give me a chance!",but I never do.
And from her next love, she knows I'll protect her...what she doesn't know is that I want to be the reason for her despair and worries! I want to be the tears that she's shed for other idiots! I want to be the someone who is the reason behind her smile! I wish she would always live in love with me!
She stares at me and asks,"Is there s-something wrong?". And I don't know what to do. If only she knew that I'm dying on the inside. How I want to tell her...how I feel. But I fear rejection and that she might only live in my memories forever hold me back.
I shook my head and she smiled sadly. I held her close as the tears continued to fall from her eyes.
So maybe one day she might notice me...I hope. Of course, I've dated other girls to try to forget her, but she's far too special. Either way, I end up wishing it was her. I'm so ridiculous. I can't even bring myself to stop being her friend for my own damn good! I'm a loyal dog! That was not a joke. She asked me to do a back flip, I probably would! And this absolutely blows. If you've ever been in my position, you know how much this sucks! Damn.
I'll just have to continue wishing that someday she'll see me as more than her best friend and finally give me a chance,if I ever dared to tell her. As I held her, I couldn't help but think, "I'm kicking Naruto's ass next time I see him.".
FK: Well, please let me know what you think (if you think I deserve it,if not,thank you for reading)! Goodbye.