A/N Hey guys so I thought this up from some of my own experiences and added a Spashley twist to it. So hope you enjoy it. I like reviews. There will be other chapters to come when I think of some ideas. So yeah. Enjoy

I don't own South of Nowhere or any of the characters

Spencer's POV

I think that the worst feeling in the world is when you feel alone in your emotions and thoughts and it seems like no one in the world could ever feel the same. I know that's not the case but it stills sends you brain and heart to places that you never think you'll come back from.

Since moving from Ohio three months ago my emotions have been like a rollercoaster; but one you can't get off of. To begin with I wanted to go back to Ohio and never thinking that I would ever fit in to LA. A place so big, and full of all the people that scared me the most in the world. But then I met the wonder that is Ashley Davies. The one girl that makes all my struggles to fit in worthwhile because I know if I stay around I can stay near her. These where feelings I had never felt before towards anyone, let alone a girl. When I was around her I felt invincible.

I had trouble trying to be close to her without her realising that I liked her. She was openly gay but that didn't mean that she wanted to be with me. She was so cool and rough around the edges and she would never fall for a boring Ohio girl like me. Anyway, this is where living in LA came in handy. Parties. O the joy that they are. They were the one place I could get so close to Ash that you couldn't put a piece of paper between us, and it still seem perfectly normal.

Ash had picked me up in the morning for school. The car journey had been pretty much silent – Neither Ash or I were morning people. We pulled up in the school parking lot and made our way over to the quad. We said hi to Aiden and began our usual Friday morning chats.



"So are you guys going to that warehouse party tonight?"

"What? Party? You want to go then Spence?"

"Yeah go for it sounds good. Ash can I come to yours after school I have like noting to wear really. So could I borrow something off you?

"Hell yeah. We'll have you lookin' sexy"

I blushed slightly as she said this. I looked over towards Aiden and he was staring blankly in to space. I saw Ash look at him as well and we both said, in unison, "AIDEN!"

"What? Huh?"

"Aiden what was that about? It was like the lights are but nobody's home"

"O, sorry I was just thinking about you two getting dressed together in Ash's room"

At that moment we both gave him a punch on the arm. Just then the bell rang. Ashley gave me a 'surprise' hug which almost made me fall over because we were so close.

The day seemed to last forever. Ashley ran through my mind all day. I kept on getting weird looks from my classmates and teachers. But I didn't car I was just waiting for the final bell to ring so I could hit that party and spend my whole Friday night dancing with Ashley.

When the bell finally did ring I rushed out of my class and down to the parking lot to wait by Ash's Porsche. I was waiting for about 5 minutes and then I saw her appear within a mass crowd of other students. Even though there were so many people she 

seemed to stand out from the crowd whilst she made her way over to her car. We drove back to Ash's talking about everything and absolutely nothing. That's what I loved so much about her. I didn't have to try whilst I was around her. I was accepted for just being me and we would have the most random of conversations which, most of the time, left us in fits of giggles. Which, for Ashley, is a little bit of a hazard, since she is also driving a very expensive car.

We pulled up in to Ashley's driveway and made our way in to the house. Ashley's sister Kyla was already home. She had got a ride with Aiden, her boyfriend. Her and Ashley weren't very close so only said a brief hello before we went up to Ashley's room.

Ashley's POV

Me and Spence had just got back to mine. We were gonna head out to party later and Spence wanted to borrow some of my clothes to wear. I was looking forward to her borrowing my clothes. She always looks so hot in them and then even after they have been washed there is still that hint of Spencer on them that I loved so much. Stalkerish I know but still, I couldn't help it, she just seemed to have me in a trance whenever I was around her.

Anyway we were on our way upstairs to my room. I let Spencer lead the way and I couldn't help but run my eyes up and down her body as she walked. She was wearing these really hot short shorts that made her legs look absolutely gorgeous. I just wanted to grab her and make her mine, but I knew that she was straight and I would never have a chance, even in my wildest dreams. Actually perhaps I could have her in my dreams, every night as a matter of fact.

A couple of hours later we where just starting to get ready. It was about 7 pm which gave us enough time to make our selves beautiful before Aiden picked us and Kyla up at 9. Spence was rifling through my vast expanse of wardrobeness trying to find an outfit to wear. She was having no luck so I stepped in.

"Spence come on think sexy."



"I am Ash"

"Well maybe Ohio sexy but definitely not LA sexy"

She looked at me with her "I'm not impressed look on her face". It was kind of cute.

I stepped a little closer to her and further in to my wardrobe. I picked up a mini-skirt and a black halter neck top, which I knew would flatter her figure and show of a little more flesh than she normally does – always good.

I turned and handed them to her and she gave her look again so I said to her "Come on girl. Live a little. This outfit is gonna most definitely lead to a hook up tonight." Her expression didn't change a bit so I added on the end "Come on. For meeeee." And gave a little head tilt and a smile which I know she can't turn down.

"Ok but only for you"

I turned away to pick something out for myself. I settled for a majorly short skirt and a waist coat. But all the time I was picking my clothes out all I could see was her getting changed out of the corner of my eye.

I stepped out of my wardrobe and threw my clothes on the bed. Spence was changed now and was sitting by my desk. I whipped of the shirt I was wearing and I could see Spence looking at my body – I liked it.

After we were both changed. We did our hair and makeup. Just as we were finishing there was a loud honk from outside and a yell from downstairs.

"Ashley, Spencer! Aiden's here!" It was time to get this party started.



Spencer's POV

We reached the party and as I stepped out of the car I felt Ash's hand grab mine which made me feel all light and fuzzy inside.

The beat of the music in the warehouse was so loud and heavy that you could almost feel the ground moving below your feet. As we walked in the door I was hit by the smell of stale smoke and alcohol. That was the thing I really hated about these parties, but really as long as I could get up and close with Ashley Davies I didn't really care.

We went or separate ways, me and Ash heading for the dance floor and Aiden and Kyla going to find the cheer breeders and straps (as Ashley so nicely called them). We hit the dance floor and I felt the music take over my body and instantly I was right up close to Ashley our bodies so close, I could feel her breath on my neck. She got in to the music as well and pretty soon we were being raunchier with our dance moves than some of the couples were. But neither of us cared and carried on.

The night seemed to carry on for ever and we danced and drank and danced some more all through the night and in to the morning.

Ashley was beginning to take our dancing to another level, grinding her body against mine and I could feel myself getting even more turned on. Then to my disappointment the song changed to a slow song and everyone coupled up. I went to leave and get another drink when I felt a hand pull me back in to dance. I felt Ashley's hands grab my waist tight and pull me closer. I followed her lead and put my arms around her neck leaning in. We swayed to the music and it all felt so right being that close to her.

I leant back slightly to look at her beautiful face and brushed a piece of curly brown hair behind her ear. I had paused on her cheek and brushed it with my thumb slightly. Then what seemed out of the nowhere my dream came true. I felt the space between our faces shrink and then her lips against mine. I kissed her back and put my hand on the back of her head tangling my fingers in her hair and pulling her closer in to the kiss. After what seemed light forever we pulled back for air and I looked in to her eyes, seeing a smile spread across her face.