"I don't love you anymore." - Blair lied, but he didn't notice it, because of how much it hurted him. He was about to cry.
"... but it takes more than even you to destroy Blair Waldorf".
"Your world would be easier if I didn't come back".
"That's true, but it wouldn't be my world without you in it..."
After that conversation Blair left Chuck alone at the train station, believing that he will come back to the New York City. She didn't now yet, that he was determined to disappear from her life forever, that he could never hurt her again. Small tears wele running down his cheeks, when he was pushing his luggage in the direction of the train, which he took few minutes later.
Blair came back to the New York City week later, that she was expected to, because she wanted to figure everything out in her head first, then came back. In the way back to her penthouse, she was thinking about Chuck and what she had told him at the train station week ago.
"I don't love you anymore".
She knew that it was a lie. Awful and very painful lie, but then she thought she had to tell him this. She loved him, but she just couldn't be with him after what he did.
Finally, she was in her apartment, happily welcomed by Dorota. She should feel calm now, but she felt like something was not like it had to be, like something was wrong. That feeling concerned Blair, but she didn't show it to anyone, just went to her bedroom to had a rest.
Blair sat on her bed and took her phone with her hand. She was surprised that there was not even a one, short sentence about Chuck's return to NYC. She called Serena, but she didn't see him since their vacations in Paris. She called Lily, but she didn't say her more that Serena. With Nate was the same.
"Chuck where are you?" - she whispered to herself.
She was more and more concerned about not hearing even a word about Chuck Bass from ANYONE. She didn't know what to do.
Blair was scared that something bad could happened to him, again.
And she had left him alone, again.
She started to cry, when she remembered Chuck's face, when she had told to him that she didn't love him anymore. That vision of HIM broke her heart into pieces again.
Chuck woke up at the final stop. He took his luggage and get off the train. He didn't know what to do or where to go. He still heard Blair's voice in his head. „I don't love you anymore". It hurted so much, but he knew he deserved it. He deserved even much more painfully words for the pain he cost her.
Chuck went to one of the smallest hotels in the city and checked in. He was tired, so as soon as he got in the room, he lay down on the bed. It wasn't even ten minutes passed, when he closed his eyes.
„I love you Blair". - he said just before he fell asleep.
At the same time outside the window the neighborhood was iluminated by the London Eye.