This is my first fan fiction hope you guy's like it and please write reviews. Don't worry Leddie forever and ever!
~Chapter 1~ No turning Back
Loren's POV
I stood in front of the mirror looking at my reflection in the dark. Afraid to turn the lights on. Afraid of what I might see. This was a daily routine. I turned on the lights and saw blood dripping on the floor. I had a black eye and my nose was hurting. I had scratches on my back and a bad headache. I fell to the ground and started crying. I love Brian but I can't handle this any more every day he beats on me and I take him back time after time. We've been married for two years now. How did things go from being on top of the world to the bottom of the deep. But the beating started after our wedding.
(Flashback)
I remember that day it was the best day of my life. I was walking down the aisle with my mom's boyfriend
Ethan. He was a really nice guy so I was okay to leave my mom because I knew she was in good hands. Walking down the aisle couldn't stop staring at Brian. He was so cut e in his tux. It felt like we were the only two in the world. It felt like while everyone was there and the priest was talking we had our own way of communicating. My best friend Melissa was recording the wedding and she was crying. I told Brian my vow's
Loren:( her vow) "Brian I don't know how else can I tell you how much I love you. You are my world and you've been there for me in the toughest times. There were time's I wanted to give up on life but you some how always made me feel like I was the center of your world. You know how my dad left me when I was four and you promised me you'd never leave me and that meant a lot to me I love you."
Brian:(his vow) "Loren I love you with all my heart, all my soul, all my mind, and with all my body. I would sacrifice anything for you and I know you mom don't approve of me but I'm going to prove to her that I love you and every thing about you and would never want you to change because I love everything about you. I can't wait until you're my wife."
After the ceremony we to the reception and ate. Went on our honeymoon and had a blast.
Now look where we are! I should have listened to my mom when she told me he was going to ruin my life. We had a huge argument the day before my wedding and I stormed away and never talked to her since that day beside when she came to support me in my wedding.
(Flashback)
Nora: "I'm not against you and Brian but he just doesn't seem like you type. I just don't want to see you get hurt please Loren." ( crying)
Loren: "I can't believe you would do this to me! The day before my wedding! You what know what? After tomorrow I don't want to see you or talk to you ever again! ( yelling) Your suppose to support me no matter what ever decisions I make!"
Nora: "Loren wait I was just saying that you should reconsider this. Your still young and 18 for crying out loud. You have a whole life to live and what about Brown? Loren sweet, please listen to me! I would never want the worst for you please think about this before you say the word's 'I do'."
Loren: "You know what mom? It hurts to see you don't think I can handle this. I love Brian and we are getting married. Like I said come to my wedding tomorrow if you want but after that day I never want to see you, talk to you ever again. And if you think about objecting when the priest ask does anybody not want these two to get married you will be thrown out faster than a blink."
That was the last time I talked to her. She was just looking out for me and I said some hurtful things to her. I wish she was here with me. She could help me through all this. I turned the water on then washed my face and put make up on my face to cover my bruises. Brian hated when I didn't have makeup on he said I looked dead. I opened the bathroom door and entered the bedroom only to find Brian passed out on the bed. I quietly walk to the left side of the bed to get my purse. Then a strong hand pulled my right arm and scared the living day light out of me.
Loren: "What the heck is wrong with you?"
Brian: "Babe clam down and where do you think your going?"
Loren: "Don't babe me and I'm going to the store and get something's to cook diner. By the way where are the keys?"
Brian: "Who you talking to?"
Loren: I felt him getting angry so I tried to play it off. "Babe I'm sorry I'm just tried that's all. So where are the keys?"
Brian: " Oh I thought so because I know you did not lose your mind. But you don't need the keys."
Loren: " What? You want me to walk four miles to the grocery store then walk home with all those bags home?" I knew why he didn't want me going to the store with the car. He thought I would run away and never come back. Which does sound like something I should do.
Brian: "Yes I do! Now go before it's seven o'clock and you better be here before it's seven o'clock"
Loren: "Its 6:15 and you expect me to walk 4 miles to go and come back in time before seven? Whatever!"
At the grocery store and it was 6:45. I was sore and have been walking for 30 minutes. I quickly got my stuff and I was about to walk to the cash register when I bumped into someone.
Loren: "I'm so sorry I didn't mean to drop your stuff!" I bent down and helped the person pick up their stuff. As I was about to reach for the Flamin' Hot cheetos our hands touch and we both looked up and looked in each others eyes.
His eyes were not light brown or dark brown either they were perfect. The way the light sparkled in them made me think who is this guy he looked so familiar.
I wonder who this person is! Please review tell me what you think and go easy on me this is my first fan fiction and I'm really excited!
