One-Shot
I ran down the long hall way trying to fine 302 where the nurse told me she was in. I stopped when I saw the number; I felt my heart start to pound through my chest as I put my hand on the handle. I took a deep breath in as I open the door. My heart dropped when I saw her, tears instantly fell down my cheeks as I let out a helpless sob. She looked lifeless, she was pale and her lips were blue. I slowly made my way to her and sat down at a chair next to her, taking her hand in mine. I could've let out a loud sob when I didn't feel her response. "Santana..." My voice came out in a whisper. "Baby you need to wake up for me, please." Hot tears fell down my cheeks and fell carelessly on her pale skin. "Please Santana, I still need you baby, I still need you." I lean down and kissed the back of her hand, lingering on for a moment before pulling back. I stood up and laid myself next to her still holding onto her hand. I rested my head on her chest, clamming down a bit when I heard her heat beat. "Remember when my parents told me they were getting a divorce and I ran all the way to your house in the pouring rain... Remember you held me and told me that everything was gonna okay." I looked up at her and sat up a bit. "Santana I need you to tell me that, please, tell me that everything is okay and that your fine, please." My voice became more desperate. I just wanted to hear her voice again. Her angelic voice. "Santana, please... If you jump, I jump." I whispered at her, kissing her forehead. "I still need you, we still need you." I tried one more time but didn't get a response. The only noise that was hearable was her heart monitor. I lean my forehead against hers, letting my tears fall down. I lean down to kiss her lips, whimpering when I didn't feel her kiss me back. I looked at the monitor when it started to beat really fast. I looked back at her. "You felt that, huh baby?" I couldn't help the small smile on my lips but it faded when the monitor stopped beating and went dead. I looked back at the monitor to see the line now. "No,no,no... Santana wake up! Please!" I grabbed both of her hands when I heard the door swung open. "Ma'am were gonna need you to step out." One of the nurses said. But I quickly nodded my head. "N-no, she needs me." I held on tighter as more nurses told me to leave. I tried to fight against the tight embrace noticing that it was Finn when he grabbed me to pull me away from her. "No! Santana! Wake up!" I started to hit Finn against his chest when he turned me around in his arms. "Let me go! She needs me!" I turned around again to see the Doctor examining her. One of the nurses closed the door, leaving me to look at the blue door instead of Santana. "Come on." I heard Finn whisper in my hear and started to walk me back to the waiting room. I didn't bother to fight anymore.
When we got to the waiting room, everybody had their hands down and had tear stains down their eyes. Santana's mom was crying hard into her husband chest. I sat down at a chair, wiping away my tears but more quickly replaced them. I tried to stay strong for Santana's mom, but I couldn't. Not when Santana's heart stopped beating.
I jumped out of my seat when I saw the Doctor come. "How's Santana?" I quickly asked. My world stopped for the answer and by his face expression I knew it wasn't gonna be the answer I wanted. "We tried, I'm sorry." The words echoed through my head. I was in shock. The thought of her being gone rang around my head. The sound of Santana's mom drove me back to reality. "N-no, your lying! Let me see her, she's not leaving me!" I went to ran back to her room but this time Rachael stopped me and pulled me into a tight hug. I knew she wasn't gonna let me protest so I let out a loud sob and let my body give into the embrace, clutching onto her for dear life. I felt like the whole ground disappear beneath me and I was falling. She's gone