Aahhh new story x_x.. So sorry I had to write this because I couldn't keep it any longer. I had this idea when I heard Unbreakable by Westlife and I thought IT WAS AMAZING.. Gosh, I cried it was the sweetest (?) song. So I had idea from there and I wanted to put it on here so I tried. First I wanted to make it by One-Shot but...like you see I made it for a few Chaps so hope you will like it and give me some reviews to make me keep em up faster and *STOPS*

Ok I need stop to babbling so here we go...

Disclaimer : I. Do. Not. Own. Big. Time. Rush. Or Unbreakable' song because it's Westlife's.

Author's POV

Chapter 1 : Swept Away on a Wave of Emotion

Took my hands
Touched my heart
Held me close
You were always there

By my side
Night and day
Through it all
baby come what may

James, you're the one that I will never erase from my memory even after my body still lied and frozen without a soul. Our memories were the best thing that I've ever had. You're the only my beautiful guy that I've even met, even you know that I'm not longer with my life; my soul isn't belong to me anymore.

No one; even my family didn't want me, but you took me from the ground. You took my hands and pulled me up with your shinning smile.

I lifted my head as swept my mouth with my palm, trying to hide the blood that covered my mouth. It's been like a thousand times I cough with the blood all of those days but today was the worst. I couldn't see clearly, my vision was blurred. Cold, I almost couldn't feel the half of my body anymore. I'm so weak, my whole body was like a gel. I looked at the mirror, scanning my face. I was like a ghost; pale, lifeless, so thin that I could see the basin is very clearly visible in my cheek and I screwed up.

I know that I'm not longer here, I'm gonna leaving James and all. I'm afraid, deep inside of me wants to scream why this has happened to me ? Why me? Why not somebody else? It's not fair at all, because of it my friends leaving me; said that i'm useless and worthless, even my family; my mom and my sister, they leaving me too that they don't want to see me anymore. They don't want to see my fucking face anymore. Every single one who I loved, one by one leaving me. The first time I knew about my disease, I was like there was nothing I could do. I thought that my friends and my family would standing by my side, make me to keep strong to get through this but I was wrong. They didn't. That time I wanted to kill myself, I wanted to end my life sooner than had to knowing no one that care about me, my family.

I closed my eyes tighter, trying to forget all of those memories. I missed my mom, my babysitter and my close friends but I don't think that they do. My hands was shaking still the blood in my palm and I let my tears came rolling down more and more becoming a sea. I fell on the cold floor bowed my head on my knees still with my sob when I heard the door was knocked by someone, "Ken? Are you there, sweetie?"

That voice, the soft one who fills with love. The voice that makes me feel calm and secure, James's.

I sighed, trying to make my voice as strong as I can, "Y-yeah James, wait a minutes,"

I stood and washed my bloody hand make sure that there was nothing left I don't want to make James scared or else; it's enough to make someone who I love being so scared or sad.

I opened the door and found James standing in front of me with the worried face.

"Honey, are you okay? You'd been there like an ages?" James said, took my face making a connect nose and nose that I could see his big hazel eyes; the calmer eye.

"I-i'm alright, Jamie.." I sighed threw my eyes from his. I lied again.

"We can cancel it into the another day if you're not feeling right, Ken.." James kissed my forehead.

"No, no, I'm good we can go now.." I gave him a smile then led him to the park to get the car after making sure we had our stuffs and foods.

Today, I and James are gonna to a picnic; our special picnic. We drove like an hour after we got there.

It's so beautiful.

It's a beautiful place that I've even seen. It's an large meadow off grass that surrounded by flowers. The grass blowed by the wind make it was more natural and peace. There were some flowers who has any different of colors, it was so wonderful and the smell were great and fresh. The cloud was stunning and they were like smiling at us, the light of sun it feel enough for this morning not too hot and I like it plus the sky was blue enough to this perfectly day. I could see all the direction of this place, it was the huge one. The grass and flowers were like friends they were so soft and bright the most of part that I really liked was the soft of dew which caused it drop became a water like a tear that fell on the grass and flowers.

The wind feels so good to my lungs. It goes through my pale skin and It feels so friendly with me. I closed my eyes for a while to enjoying the blow of the wind. James holding my hand and do the same way just like me. I feel so calm and so save here. Like all my problems is fading away within the wind.

"Do you like it, Kenny?" James opened his eyes turned his face on me, smiling at me with still his hand on mine.

I faced James, smiling back at him, truly deep of my heart I feel so saved here; it's like a heaven to me afterward.

"I do more than like it Jamie," I gripped his hands while make a contact eye to eye with him. "Thanks, Jamie.." he sighed in relief and led me sit and preparing for our foods and stuffs.

After all finished, we lying on there. I lied on James's chest as James wrapping my shoulders. We looking at the blue skies, It was so beautiful like I never won't to leave this place even after I left.

This place could make me forget about my bad thoughts even my family and friends who did leave me. I'm so grateful that I have James on my side, no matter what happens to me he always here hugs me and whispers that everything's gonna be okay and he won't leave me now and then. He was the only one who held my hands when people leaving me one by one. He keep me strong to fight my illness and he was ok with that. He still loved me even I was dying.

Night after night he sing to me, hug me so tight and say that we can get through this and we can life like this forever and together, there's not way to separate us.

I closed my eyes again pushed my body closer to James, I could feel his warm body and his smell and I loved it. He realized it then hugging me so tight, rolled his body to mind then kissing my head.

"God, I want to spend the rest of my left in here with James, my love. I'm too afraid to leave him alone. I'm to afraid to let him go a-and I-I'm afraid to die.."

I could feel the wind blowing towards us and covered our body with the coolness.

I feel my eyes became so tight like it blued finally I surrendered and closed it slowly. I thought that I could sleep here forever...

Aahhh stuck here .. Bah see ? What did I do ?

Oh before we go further I just want to know did you guys like Kendall with his bread or not ? Well, he didn't shave it like loonnngg loonngg time hahahah..

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