"Rei-chan! I want ice cream!" Nagisa ran off for the nearby ice cream cart.
"No, Nagisa. You've already had a lot of sweets today! Do you want to get fat and not be able to swim anymore?" I sighed.
"But, Rei-channnnnn!" Nagisa whined, trying to make as cute of a face as possible.
"Fine…" I couldn't say no, not to Nagisa anyways.
It's always been like this, even before we started dating. We've been dating for about a month now. And if there's anything that I've learned, it's that Nagisa is a demanding and pushy person when it comes to getting what he wants and even more so when you're dating him. Not to mention, it seems as if he's the dominant one in our relationship. To tell you the truth, I'm kind of tired of it.
I've never been one to be aggressive or demanding, but lately…I want to be the "seme" of our relationship. I've looked up the theory and technique, but have to yet to put it into action. Of course, it's harder than it seems…
"Rei-chan, are you coming over to my house after the joint practice?" Nagisa asked, interrupting my thinking process.
"Huh? Oh, uh, yeah…" I answered.
"Yay!" Nagisa latched onto my arm happily.
"Nagisa! Rei! If you don't hurry up, we'll miss the train!" Makoto called.
"Coming, Mako-chan!" Nagisa ran off towards the others, dragging me along with him.
"N-Nagisa, not so fast! I'll fall!" I struggled to keep up.
"Don't worry; I'll catch you, Rei-chan!" Nagisa laughed, stopping suddenly.
"Wah!" I fell to the ground, landing on my rear end. "Nagisa! Why did you stop so fast without warning me first!?"
"Because we're with the others!" Nagisa bent down to help me.
I refused his help and got up on my own. "I'm not helpless. I can get up by myself." I pouted, mad that Nagisa had made a fool of me.
"Now, now Nagisa. You should have warned Rei before stopping like that." Makoto always sounded like an older brother when telling us what we should or shouldn't do. I liked that about him, seeing as I am an only child.
Nagisa was pouting now, after my scolding.
"The train's here." Haruka said, catching everyone's attention.
"Alright then guys, let's get on." Makoto stepped into the train first; everyone else following close behind him.
Later that evening…
"Phew, that was exhausting!" Nagisa got off the train from Samezuka.
"I think that was a good practice." Makoto looked over at Haruka, "Maybe we should do that more often." Haruka only responded with a nod.
"That'd be a great idea. Rin-san has been helping me with my butterfly." I explained.
"Really? Rin-chan is?" Nagisa asked, hooking our arms together.
"Yes. I don't know why, but he seems to be a happier person nowadays." I said, pushing my glasses up my nose.
"He does, doesn't he?" Nagisa glanced at Haruka and giggled, causing Haruka to blush and look away.
"Well, it's starting to get late. How about we all head home?" Makoto suggested.
"Bye guys!" Again, Nagisa ran off, pulling me behind him the entire way.
Of course, I already knew what Nagisa was so excited about. We were going to his and his parents are only home on the weekends. We either went to his house or my house after practice each day to take part in, well…sexual activities. Nagisa was always the dominant one when we had sex, except today was going to be different. I'm going to be the "seme" tonight.
Upon entering Nagisa's house, we made our way upstairs into Nagisa's bedroom. He immediately made the first move, pushing me down onto the bed and climbing on top of me.
"Nagisa, wait! I-!" I wanted to at least be given a chance, but Nagisa was impatient, per usual. He kissed me roughly, quickly beginning to unbutton my shirt. If he were to get to my nipples, it'd be over for me, since they were my most sensitive area; even more so than my lower region. Moving as quickly as I could, I changed our positions and put myself in the topping position.
"R-Rei!?" Nagisa was shocked by my taking the initiative.
"I'll be doing it tonight!" I was nervous. Wait, let me rephrase that. I was freaking out! My body moved from my sudden motivation, but now I had no idea of what to do. All the theories I had looked at, studied, and memorized flew out of my head as I tried to remember them.
Suddenly, Nagisa laughed. "You're so cute when you're trying to be aggressive, Rei-chan!" He rolled us back over, reclaiming his top position. "I'm sorry, but being the dominant one is my job and it's not meant for Rei-chan." Nagisa had an evil grin on his face.
Rather than becoming turned on by his display of dominance, I became angry at his statement. I sat up and pushed him off of me. "What are you trying to say!? That I can't be aggressive!?"
"Well…It's just…You're not suited for it?" Nagisa shrugged.
I got off the bed and re-buttoned my shirt. I know Nagisa meant well, but…I was bothered by the fact that even he thought I couldn't be aggressive. Me thinking something like that about myself is understandable but when he, the one I loved so much, confirmed my weakness…it hurt. "I'm leaving. I'm not in the mood to do this now." I walked to the door.
"Wait, Rei! Don't go! Please! I didn't mean it!" Nagisa cried, pulling on my shirt.
It pained me to hear Nagisa speak like that and to leave him, but being with him now was something I just couldn't do; not with my pride in its current state. "I'm sorry, Nagisa. I won't be coming back for a while."