My First Fic. Read and enjoy.
Dear Mother,
You can say I'm in denial. That it is pointless to right to you. But I say I am doing just fine. I need to talk to you anyway. Beast Boy did it again. He is so cruel. Worst of all he laughs to much. Some say Its because I don't laugh enough that I think he laughs too much but that it not the point. He does laugh to much and it is because he is in denial.
The pillow would forever be fragranced with past tears. Tears from the same source. That were the effect of the same cause.
"Knock knock Raven," He called. "Robin said I should apologies for what I said at lunch."
Raven wasn't listening. He wasn't apologizing because he meant it but because he was ordered.
"Raven," He said with his ear to the door. "I know you're in there. Just so you know I'm not just apologizing for today but the other days too. ( Raven still ignored him) I don't know why I'm so mean but I shouldn't take my anger out on you. You are allowed to hate me."
He sounded sincere. He always did. Beast Boy was an actor and this was his most infamous scene.
"Give me one good reason"
"Huh?" he responded to the unexpected voice.
"One good reason to forgive you"
'Forgive me because we are opposites. (silence) Because I lack control and you have some to spare. (silence becomes more unnerving) I may not be as close to you as robin. And I might not connect with you as well. ( he thinks) But I want to be closer and to connect and too..."
His last words are cut off by a deep passionate kiss from Raven. Raven had pondered his sincerity long enough. He parts her lips and in enters his tongue. His mind drifts from the kiss and into what he said earlier. About Robin. He thinks more about Robin and Raven and...
"What are we doing," he yells. " You should be doing that to Robin. (shock) I mean you two are close enough. I'm so stupid. What was I, your practice toy. You didn't even come out till i said Robin." He runs from her. He runs out the window. He runs to the edge of the Island And jumps into the ocean. As a marlin he swims to the city.
Recovering from shock Raven retreats into the darkness of her room where she puts her head, face down, into a tear soaked pillow.
Three raves, eleven girls, and all of them somehow remind me of Raven. This is one of those things I an't laugh off. Damn it Raven why did you have to kiss me I just got over Terra. I don't want to loose another girls.
Beast Boy pulls out his communicator.
"Cyborg,I need a ride."
"So what did you do," said the titanium teen.
"To who?" said Beast Boy.
"This isn't a joke," said Cyborg. "You know Raven is unstable and there you go making her mad enough to destroy half the tower and ..."
"I never want to so much as get near her again! So what if she becomes a recluse and never leaves her room. If you haven't noticed I don't give."
She can rot in her room for the rest of her life. I don't ever want to see her face again.
The door of Raven's room opens. I refuse to apologize. Fingers trace Raven's leg. As the near her more sensitive areas the move away. A green wolf bares its fangs and puts its face between her thighs. She moans at the pain of being eaten out.
I know it is short but I have work over the summer