This is just a sad little poem/story one-shot I had to write. This is Tawni talking, in case you didn't notice. I was inspired by the song Hello by Evanescence and Her Reflection by ThatBrightSmile, formerly SonnyChadFan. Hope you like!
Disclaimer: I don't own Sonny With a Chance, Apple iPods, or Evanescence's awesome song Hello. If I owned that stuff, I'd be RICH!
Hello
I grabbed my iPod,
Put on Evanescence,
Played Hello then closed my eyes.
Who was I?
Who were my friends?
What was I?
My best friend, Linae, caused me problems.
Why did I put up with it?
She may not know.
But every time we talked,
I felt like something in me just died a horrible death,
But was still alive.
My past Halloween parties destroyed,
Because of her.
I was mean to the boys of my cast,
Rude to Zora,
Especially to Sonny.
Innocent, little Sonny.
The aforementioned girl walked in,
Smiled, noticed I was down.
I said I wasn't.
Why should I?
I'm happy.
And pretty.
But not really.
She left and I turned back to myself in the mirror.
I couldn't find myself.
My eyes were a dark abyss.
My hair a covering of my insecurity.
The frown etched on my face.
Where had I gone?
What happened?
Was this the real me?
Or was I gone?
Like my spirit.
I sing along, tears bubbling in my eyes.
Has no one told you she's not breathing.
Hello, I'm your mind,
Giving you someone to talk to, Hello.
Could I go back to myself,
Where ever it was?
Or was I stuck pretending to be something,
I'm not?
If I smile and don't believe
Soon I'll know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me I'm not broken, Hello
I'm the light living for you so you can't hide
Don't cry.
Too late.
I was.
I didn't want to.
But I couldn't stop the cascade of tears.
Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping. Hello.
I'm still here, all that's left of yesterday.
But that was disappearing.
Who would save me?
Hello?
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