Chapter 1 The beginning of the end

She stared at the twinkling stars overhead and still felt nothing. No sigh escaped her lips they had sighed one time too many. she had been in one rigid position since awakening. Wishing to go either home or into the forest and see just what exactly he was doing to the dead Miko, that she could only wish he would do to her. Her young kit did not stir not once, though there was no reason he should she had not moved once. Not a breath had escaped her lips her mind whirled frantically as she was so divided on what to do at the moment. Voices all pieces of herself screamed in her head a rather violent one whispered that she simply walk into the forest and slay them anyway she pleased just so long as it was most painful.

Another voice told her to leave it be told her to fall asleep pretend she had seen nothing. Another told her to end her life which disturbed her enough for her to frown, no matter what that was not an option. Another seemed just to restrict itself to wailing horribly in corners of her mind, the heart broken pitiful sound had long become unbearable. The angry one barked up "get up bitch" it jeered "wasn't the baka spooning you yesterday feeding you all the heart warming shit he knew you wanted to hear" it hissed. Suddenly all the voices joined as one "get up and see" they said. She stubbornly didn't move not because she did not want to see but because she had been still for so long she felt an odd pride in her childish accomplishment.

She didn't want to move because she merely wanted to see how long she could remain this way. Her kit stirred next to her still in the recesses of a dream he smacked his lips and licked his fangs before rolling away muttering about "pocky". In that movement he managed to displaced the blanket covering his body she watched as he shivered, he turned again into her heat but it was a cold night and the blanket was no longer there. He frowned then mewled in slight distress so she moved covering him tucking the blanket around him. Standing she moved the voices encouraging her chattering away in her head each insistent in its opinion except for the one that now seemed driven half mad by its own distressed wailing. She went bare foot ignoring the cold sting of the newly dewed grass on the path she walked.

Through the foliage she moved further unaware she had begun to shiver. She walked on farther and farther the path almost endless in its twists and turns yet worry over the numbness she experienced did not descend. she could always find the hanyou almost as if the kami's wished her to find him every time he did this to her. She felt all the same feelings when she heard the first moan of pleasure however this time there was a difference her body felt the pain but she didn't she might have well been floating above watching, a numb and detached spectator.

She pushed the shiny wet heavy tree leaves out of her way. She didn't hide herself if they paid attention they would see her. After all she had nothing to hide she had not been the one to sneak away in the middle of the night. she watched impassive as the scene played out Kikyo on her hands and knees underneath inuyasha as he thrust into her both faces scrunched in passionate rapture. For some reason unbeknownst to her the sounds of their moans of pleasure were slowly muted. Kagome stared at kikyo's porcelain skin glowing in the night so like hers. The same lips the same eyes, same hair the difference was unlike her kikyo would enjoy the passion and the fiery frenzy of lovemaking that kagome now accepted would never be hers. She felt rage pure rage if inuyasha had simply pushed away her advances, however he didn't he blatantly lied to her spoke of his vapid disgusting love to her in earnest and she ate up the sweet and pretty lies. Eagerly lapping up and letting the love he whispered about soak in, now it was poisoning and burning her from the inside out like acid.
Kikyo must have sensed her she turned slightly their eyes connected in those eyes she saw not triumph, smug self satisfaction but the dead bitch she was numb, empty and cold. What a fool Inuyasha was he may love the porcelain clay woman but he would get no love in return Kikyou was incapable of that and more. For once kagome smiled back her smile grew widening till it became a grin that stretched painfully as the other miko stared now in confusion. Then she to smiled "inuyasha tell me how you feel about me" she asked in a sickenly sweet and forced voice, 'how piteous kagome thought she has to force even the malice and hatred she feels for me you truly are empty yet he chooses you'. Inuyasha slowed in confusion in his state of arousal his senses were still too dulled by passion to feel kagomes aura. "I love you only you" he said and it was truth kagome saw it in the way he stroked the cold flesh. Kagome felt the tears coming the final act in the reoccurring play, she turned from the scene she didn't return to the campsite she sprinted to the lake by it far from the couple. There she collapsed in exhaustion by the waters edge.

She sobbed for moment in silence she didn't want inuyasha or anyone hearing her. "Why? It is your pain dear heart cry to the moon scream out your anger... Cry" a voice commanded she didn't know where it came from she simply listened her sobbing grew in volume. Then she was not only crying she shrieked and then she laughed and giggled a little now hysteric. Her cries rose to a frenzied pitch, she then stood and howled loud at the moon. She scream, then she laughed "YOU DID THIS TO ME! LOOK 'hic' UPON YOUR FUCKIN CREATION" she let out a roar of rage and anguish a little more than bordering on madness. Energy exploded out of her body in waves surrounding the area destroying as it spread it didn't die it kept rippling simply getting weak as it went farther she fell into oblivion the last thing she heard was a throbbing noise followed by a subtle cracking then silence.
Inuyasha POV
Inuyasha thrusts became sharper he plunged into kikyou groaning he was on the precipice of his culmination. He felt saddened his love couldn't join him as she was nothing but clay and soil but he could only be grateful she felt some pleasure from his touch at least that was what she told him. He expelled a low moan as he felt some of his seed release in anticipation. Pulling out he prepared for one last plunge then his ears were assaulted by the most god awful noise he had ever had a roar of pure anguish and anger. At that moment his dick went limp as his small mind registered that was kagome's voice. He blanched as he smelled remnants of her scent and tears her scent was far away now but she had been here. Kikyo still did not acknowledge the sound as if she choose not to hear it meaning she had been aware that kagome had been here "you knew she was here" he confirmed silently.

The miko beneath him paused "why does it matter inuyasha you belong to me having her think different does nothing but hurt her and annoy me" she stated. "It matters because It hurt her.. I..I.. don't want to hurt her" he muttered "don't be foolish I am not the one hurting her, you are, you fool her everyday and you accuse me for not choosing to mince words to save her piteous feeling" she stated again In that calm voice. His ears flattened he truly had nothing to say she was right he was a royal ass he just didn't want to lose kagome and because of his fear he had let her believe he reciprocated feelings that he didn't feel not that way anyway. He stood and kikyo let he body slide onto the clothing they placed on the floor before their lovemaking she felt no threat well honestly she felt nothing he could go he always came back.

He began to put on his clothing when he was assaulted by the wave of energy it wasn't strong enough to kill or harm but he passed out and so did anyone in a radius of the energy. The pack of friends that was miroku, sango, kiara, and shippo simply sank into deeper slumber. Sesshoumaru's brow quirked curious as he heard the miko's scream it truly was disturbing he frowned when the wave of energy passed over him and brought him to his knees, he turned as he heard three thumps two small one and a large one. He turned Auun, rin and jaken all unconscious on the floor looking unhurt. He was dizzy, and that made the great lord uneasy he staved off his succumbing to unconsciousness only out of stubbornness, no one was going to knock him out without his consent. Later on he would find the miko and make sure she was careful about how she unleashed her energy a subtle threat might be necessary, with a growl he closed his eyes.

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