First of all, I want to thank debit13 and FABCHICKXO for their kind words in times when I was miserable as I have never been in my life. It meant the world to me. Thank you so very much!!!
As for the story…of all my stories, I'm the least satisfied with this one. Still, I decided to post it, and the reason is this: I wrote it when I was facing two surgery procedures and the possibility of malignat disease. Writing this was one thing thet kept my mind busy and was at least partially soothing the fear I was otherwise drowning in. That's the reason why it's so long and dull; I wanted it to last.
When it was all over, I could have shortened it, but as stupid as it seems, I wanted to keep it the way it was as some kind of, dunno, tribute (in loss for a better word) to power of words. It helped me to stay sane; that seemed like a reason good enough to keep it s it originally was.
Oh,and, if you think that it should be M rated, please let me know!
Thank you, debit13 and FABCHICKXO, once again!